love letter.

hallo...
do u guys write love letters?? or have ever you receive any love letters?
i just finished writing one... do u believe it??
u must believe it... cause it's true..
i did write a love letter moments ago...

it is to ......
hehe... no one will receive it...
only me can read it... at least for the current time....
i feel relieved... but somehow, confused by certain things...

too bad for me, to feel down at this moment..
at the time when i need my true self the most...
insyaAllah i'll still able to be me in the coming minutes...
hope myself will be back in me....

i bet my waves has reached the bottom...
i need to be at\ the bottom of it as soon as possible to make me strong again...
guys.. would you love to help me to be strong again??
i need support from you all...

till meet again..

searching for herself,
nadia

love...

like the letters used, love is colourful....

to be accepted as who we are, and to be understood as we are is the

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE...

truly it is... :)

this piece of art triggered something in me...

what do you interpret of this???

 sync-ing? does it mean like the synchronization of two paired devices? 

being together... a cute pair of kittens.. 

sometimes, the need of reassurance and pull away is crucial... :)

venusian's.............

hye...

about my feeling recently...

it was mixed up and still mixed up till this current moment...

i don't really know what is currently happen to myself...

i feel like jumbled up by some sort of clowns...

everything is juggled... 

but one thing for sure, it is me that is still me...

for the moment, i am in the process to finish the book borrowed from sherah lent by ms foord a.k.a her IELTS teacher plus my former teacher's wife (dr. foord's wife)... the title is 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus' written by John Gray.. it is a very interesting book... kind of explaining the conflicts those are frequently occurring in any relationship... hope i can cope with the differences... :))

this coming friday, i'll be having my semester ielts speaking test... and the semester ielts will be held on this saturday... i hope i'll get a far more better result... pray for me okay... :)

next week, semester exam in KYUEM will be held.. i'll have 3 papers on Monday! one on tuesday and the last on wednesday... i'm planning to spend my weekend with my cuzzie in melaka next week... if that doesn't disturb her la... haha... coz at the same time, i want to go to tgb to take my spm certificate...

last but not least, saranghaeyo... <3

finally hapdet!! ;p

hye....windunyer kat awk!!! da lame sgt xhapdet ini blog...
xsempat... byk bnda nk share.. tataw nk cter mner dlu..
haha...

oleh disebabkan kita masih berada dalam bulan Syawal,
sye nk cter sal hari rayer sye la...
org laen cter rye da basi pon...kehkehkheh :P

rayer pertama/ 10 Sept 2010 @ Jumaat:


nie menjadi kebiasaan sumer org la kn...
g solat sunat aidilfitri... da bertahun-tahun lamanyer sye xberkesempatan untuk solat sunat pada 1 syawal nie... alhamdulillah tahun nie sye berpeluang... hehe ;p selepas tu, sesi bermaaf-maafan la dengan keluarga kn??? sbnrnye byk gmbr nk share tp sumer gmbr lam kamera.. ;( (sye lupa nk amik...)

petang tue, kami satu famili balik k.berang... rumah wan..
jumpa famili ayah cik and makn ngah... riuh!! tu yg sye rindu sgt2...
dapat main ngan adik qila... hehe.. sakat abg bler nk kwen.. haha
best2!! lau la dpt jumpa selalu kn bgus.. :))

sye ad bbrp  pix sye pda ryer pertama...
jom tgk.... :)))

raya kedua/ 11 Sept 2010 @ Sabtu:


raya kedua sye x ke mana2.. duk umah je...
sebab biasanye rye ke-2 nie mmg umah akan sentiasa 'didatangi' orang...
terutamanye kawan2 abah time abah kerja dulu...
sebelum abah jatuh sakit diserang strok 12 tahun lalu... sye sgt berharap yg abah akan sembuh....
sye berharap yg adik bongsu sye dapat merasai waktu semasa abah sihat...
Ya Allah.. makbulkanlah doaku ini.. amin.. :)

mmg rmy la kwn abah dtg...
xputus2.. bekas pekerja2 abah pun ad dtg melawat...
sye bersyukur sbb mereka masih ingat akan keluarga kami..

dan rye2 seterusnye:


sye pergi jalan2 la...
rye ketiga sye pergi rumah terbuka kwn baik sye plus jumpa dia before dia fly...
sue... all the best yer kat india tu... gonna mish you.. <3
rye ke-4 kwn2 dtg rumah sye...
rye ke-5 sye berehat di rumah sebab ibu da msuk kerja... closed house! haha
rye ke-6, ibu masak laksa! febret sye la tu!! apa lagi pulun habis2an la....
tu yg berat da bertambah.. huhu...
then ktorg pergi umah kakteh kt marang, and umah ayah cik kat dungun...

for your info:
proudly announcing to all of you that i was the responsible driver for that day!
 i successfully drove for about 2 hours and 30 minutes for more than 90 km.... yahoo!!

apa lagi... mlm tue xley tdow la jwbnye....

kay la... that's all for now.. nak share byk lagi.. tapi kerja KY da menunggu.. so kena abiskn nie dlu la yer...
see you later.. miss you!! <3

Poketku

sebenarnye sye nk post entry lain.. tp xcyap agi...

huhu..

so sye post entry nie dlu...

bulan nie mmg sye POKAI abes! huw...

sedeyhnye.... 

hp sye wosak... lom baiki lg...

sye serik dgn handphone jenis slider,..

asyik ribbon dye je wosak...

lau 3 4 henggit xpe la guk nk rosak..

ni x.. satu tu da harga RM 100++

duyai.... apa nk jadi ngan poketku bulan nie... ;(

harap2 tyme rye 6t sye murah rezeki...

amin... hehe

so kepada sesiapa yg bce entry nie, sila la beri dwet rye pde sye yer,...

hahaha... 

tu la.. ibu ckp menabung tak nak... tp sye ad ap menabung..

dwet syiling  kira kenabung guk kn??? byk woo... hmpir RM 10.. haha...

insyaAllah after this, no more crazy shopping! 

at least for a year... huhu... cedeyh2...

xdenye dwet nk datang melayang cm gambar googled nie kn??

lau x, agkt je tgn nk amik dwet tue... bahagia la gtu.. haha...

okay la... wanna take a nap... see  you later...

lots of love,

_beybey's love_