Saturday, November 20, 2010

Nak Cuti Da... :)))

Asalamualaikum and a very good day...

jumpa lagi kter di sini.. sebenar-benarnya kan, saya da xsbr gler nk blik rumah!!!
cik ila syamilla dengan bangganya cakap yang dia da abis first-year degree! sje jek an?? fine2.. :(
kter nie blom pon abis A-level... waaaaa ;(

semalam, saya rasa satu perasaan yang satu macam pelik... weird tahap cipan... aduyai..
then, saya sedar kebarangkalian perkara itu disebabkan saya dah lama xjogging or involved in any vigorous activity... rembesan hormon tak menentu mungkin.. haha.. teori semata-mata..

lagi 7 hari nak balik...countdown yer! 
mood to study has gone wandering nowhere... haha.. it's hard to find it back for the current moment.. lol
but mood to play games has came without being invited.... lau ibu taw, kompem kena lecture... 
yer ye! saya taw saya sangat teruk.. kejap agi saya wat kerja ye... 
JANJI! ;p

here, i have something to share with you guys..
BACA TAW!

1. a funny story that i've got from this site

Bill, Jim, and Scott were at a convention together and were
    sharing a large suite on the top of a 75 story sky scraper.
    After a long day of meetings they were shocked to hear that the
    elevators in their hotel were broken and they would have to climb
    75 flights of stairs to get to their room.  Bill said to Jim and
    Scott, let's break the monotony of this unpleasant task by
    concentrating on something interesting.  I'll tell jokes for 25
    flights, and Jim can sing songs for 25 flights, and Scott can
    tell sad stories the rest of the way.  At the 26th floor Bill
    stopped telling jokes and Jim began to sing.  At the 51st floor
    Jim stopped singing and Scott began to tell sad stories.  "I will
    tell my saddest story first," he said.  "I left the room key in
    the car!"


2. Another story I got from this site

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and the coffee...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things, your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
i think that's all for now.. see you all again...
bubbye!!


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

This AidilAdha

Asalamualaikum and A very good day, people!

congratulations to all of my friends in TDP AUS-NZ programme who have finished their first-year degree. you'll fly to your respective university.. insyaAllah.. amin :)

back to the main story... today is AidilAdha... 
i'm really disappointed that currently i'm not with my beloved family.. celebrating the Qurban together... 
and it's the last AidilAdha that can be celebrated in Msia...
 think so... coz next year, by the time, we'll be in UK perhaps.. :)
 i miss the joy that exist when all of my relatives gathered.. 
the noisiness, the closeness, the bond between us, i think it's amazing!
 can't you feel the chemistry between us if i tell you that i've only 7 cousins?
 and together with my sibs, it totals to 11? YES! i did miss them so much...
 it's getting harder to meet them..
 i'd the chance to be together, to socialize with them and to be among of them only when the festive time either AidilAdha or AildilFitri.. during the other time, it's hard for us to meet.. huhu :(

enough with sad raya... 
currently i'm doing pretty well in enduring the feeling of Syazwan lost...
although i'm still sad about it, his family i bet, they feel the lost even more than me..
although i'm still not fully recovered by the sudden lost,
 i want to sit at my seat that previously he sat in front.
coz through that way, i know that he'll be with us forever.
in loving memory.. :)
SYAZWAN ASYRAF
~may you will be placed with the solihins~ :)

talking about the UK university, for the time being, i've got only one offer... alhamdulillah...
i'm eager and hopefully there'll be more offers from universities... amin..
korg doakn jugak yer??? pliz ;)
i'm thinking of applying to Aussie and Ireland next year... for medicine...
cause the course that i've applied for UK unis is for biomedicine...
so that's why i thought that way...
not only it will shorten my study period, it'll also give me advantages... hehe
(senang nak balik Msia kalau kt aussie, atau ley gi dublin lau ireland)
i firmly hope that i'll manage to get the offers... amin...

ad citer lagi....sal my beybey... 
beybey (my teddy bear) lately, dia cam majok jer...
huhu.. sedey kn teddy bear majok...
nak taw napa saya ckp cmtu?
sbb beybey ske jatuh dari katil mse saya tidow.. 
before nie xde pon cmtu... mksdnye dia jauhkn diri la tu kn... huhu... ;((
xpe2.. t saya pujuk beybey..
 mlm2 sye nk selimutkn beybey jugak... haha

tak sabarnya nak balik rumah.. nak makan kek coklat!!
kan sherah??? hehe.. 
plus, kali ni, ktorg berdua dgn aina akan balik bersama en shauqi and en azhar...
before ni, ktorg TAK PERNAH balik bersama EN. AZHAR sekalipun..
dengan bas luar la... lau bas YT tu, mst la skali kn? tol x?
for your info, en azhar nie duk dkt je ngan rumah saya.. 
tp sye xknl pon rumah dia.. haha...

~ nie al en azhar a.k.a jaha~
(gmbr nie sye cilok dri fb dia.. haha)


da la tu for this entry...
last but not least,

bergembira la anda semua bersam keluarga...
kecuali sesapa yg berada di KYUEM... 
xpe2.. kite enjoy ngan famili kat cnie..
famili plant vs zombies... 
sherah mak zombie tue.. haha... :))
jokes only yer sherah.. 

see you again... tata! <3

Thursday, November 11, 2010

my friend...




i miss you a lot my friend...
i really feel the lost...
hope we'll meet again....

sorry for not updating you... i'm currently in mood swing... feeling so down... i'm lost... recently i think almost everyday i cried.. i've lost a very dear friend to me.. he's Mohd Syazwan Asyraf... we were in the same class for IELTS, chemistry and biology... what made me really feel the sudden lost of him is because he sat really near to me in those classes.. he used to tease me everyday.. he was the person i love to talk with.. he's open-minded and a very good listener.. he never hurt my feeling...he's a hardworking person and he didn't know what the word 'give up' mean.. he's so determined... 

>such a wonderful smile he has ryte?<
(the right one) ;(

i still remember our conversations... Vice House Captain for topaz, he's so into his house yet he's considerable towards others feelings... i miss him... i know it's not good to weep like this but for now, i can't help it... soemday i'll cope with this lost... plus, currently is till feel his existence, smiling as he disturbed my work.. 
"what the heck?" was his favourite tagline... 
and once, i did advised him about that but now, that line will remind me of him so lot...

there's no one that will put my pencil case away from me now.. there's no one that will take my shoe and hide it... there'll be no one that will scribble on my paper sketching smileys to me anymore.... how can i not missing him this much? what made me even more sad was in the last ielts class, taemin said that me and him were 'divorced' coz that time, i wasn't sitting in front of him... in our class, he was the only boy.. that is why we were very close....

friends, i'm sorry if i look too emotional during this time... i didnt mean it to happen... i'll hope i can endure it.... 

al-fatihah for him...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

no title

blank...
irreplaceable...
significant...
unforgettable...

what more?
can't describe how much i suffer..
can't help myself not to weep...
im sorry..