Thursday, February 25, 2010


today is present ryte? but some time had already passed. for me, today is a gift. we are still given the opportunity to live in His world. to worship Him. but do we realize that most of our tyme is used to the 'duniawi' things? it shouldn't happen like this. we are Muslims. so we must know our responsiblities towards Allah. this is kind of reminding myself too.. sometimes, it's hard for us to wake up for Subuh but did we realize if He wants us to 'blackout' certainly we'll be. we should be thankful and grateful to Him as we are still alive. let's us together try to change.. OK? :)

ari nie, ak ad test physics on waves and also practical test. alhamdulillah. even though my practical was kind of 'short of time'. but this is test = practice. practice makes perfect! one phrase that always keep motivating me. yeah.. i miss Sir Santhaana and Cgu Maryam so much... really miss them..

Sir Santhaana is a good friend to me. he did really care about me. i do really want to see him and his family. he has a son and a daughter. really cute!!! ( best kn lau ad baby) ^^
he was my former English teacher. he is really close to me. every time, he rides his bike passes my house, dia akan hon. haha.. lau jmpe ktorg kt mner2 pon, dia akan hon.. kuang3..
his wife is really sweet and gorgeous.. her name is Guneswari. now they are staying in Ipoh as both of them are working there as teachers.. dia nie my former hockey coach jgk.. tyme final match bler tah, ak nk msuk jgk ngan kaki ak tgh sakit. ak mmg mnx btol2 arr ngan sir tyme tue.. akhirnye dia msukkn guk.. da lme xmaen hoki.. ntah ad lagi ke x skills ak sbg attacker.. haha

napa la kolej nie ad alternate saturday as a working day... lau x, ley guk ak balik ganu cuti 3 ari nie.. xpon balik ayer keroh... ak ngan cuzin a.k.a kakna ak da plan mcm2 da nk bwat lau g melaka.. last2 xdpt... sedeyhnye! kakna.. yong minx maaf.. kem slm kt org laen yep.. haha

td, DIAMOND won against sapphire... bangga dowh!! haha.. then wlpon ktorg kalah ngan topaz, tp xbyk sgtla.. 25-21.. but that was a great match.. imagine that topaz has players who are really volleyball players but we, Diamonders are really lacking in the sports or players... but the important is we have the amazing teamwork.. yeah!! I LOVE DIAMOND!
yg jd bestnye, ktorg byk mendahului topaz tyme tue.. seronok sgt... ktorg kt cnie mmg House-ism sgt2.. tp ktorg rapat je ngan house lain lau xde event.. tp lau ad event, kwn jd lawan tue.. hahaha :P

kay la... penat daa... haha.. next time lak ea... bubbye!

love you dear

Monday, February 22, 2010

The PosTpoNed piCturEs

~ me with ummu in the bus~

bosan dlm bus. apa lagi.. snap arr gambar! kn?? lau dlu, ngan NOORA SYAMILLA DARMAWAN, lagi la.. mcm2 posing dowh. setiap events ad je pictures.. miss u ila. :p

~ dua orang yg bajet~ :P
(harris n harinn)

this two boys were previously in my induction group. of course we are the DIAMONDERS!!! and harinn is our PRESIDENT for the SC. dorg nie bley dikatakan T's big fans la... haha.. sbnrnye, dorn nie ske mengskandalkn diriku dgn 'a creature' mentioned in last post. mmg kureng arr... da byk kli kne warn ngan ak.. hehe :P

~ assakir's smiling?~

talking about assakir or simply called 'sakir', he's very active. his opinions are usually worth-trying. he's the choreographer for the last Bangsawan. he's in the same Malaysian Studies class as me. block 5. he's really good at history, i think. and not to forget, he's from KEDAH too. same as my bey. haha. :P

~ wit my chaletmates~
( p/s: ktorg satu tutorial group. both of them will be doing PHARMACY)

~ mas, me and pika~

sherah and pika will be doing Pharmacy in UK. they are also sponsored by my beloved Yayasan Terengganu same as me. so my chalet, L-15 consists of three YT students and a private student, Mas who will do her Business degree in UK or Aussie. up to her. she wants to apply for scholar too with her exam results. wish she gets it. :)

~ our group = the cute gurls :P ~
( sherah, me, najwa, pika, ain, ummu )

our tutorial group is specially allocating the doctors, pharmacist and biologist. most of us are taking all sciences subjects. we are hoping that we'll get good conditional offers from universities. really hopes for it.

~ nie plak the winning group = opponent~
( acap, harris, azman, harinn, ASSAKIR, ames)
info: assakir wasn't in the group

this group allocates the engineers-to-be. except sakir who's in our tutorial. opposing us, they take the Further Math whereas us are doing the Biology. Further Math vs Biology. :P

~ while waiting for the bus~

acap isnt in our batch. he's younger than us. he's in batch 12.5. but he's a really friendly person so he didn't have the difficulties to set him in among us. and he also played the 'tabib' part during Bangsawan. his trademark," Tuanku. beza manusia.. hanya takwa." hahha.. really fun!

~kt restoran~
( xpasan pon ad camera ngah snap)
fokus cam= ummu!

nie plak keysah si ummu ngan action minum air dia. haha.. ni ain yang snap. tataw la cmner ak ley kelihatan seperti memandang kamera. walhal ak xperasan pon. haha.. tyme nie, ktorg ngah tgu makanan ktorg yg Mr Beadsworth belanja tu. mlm tu, mkn nasi goreng yg ada udang. ad UDANG! tp ak melantak guk. sebabnye, ak lapar sgt. ak baru terfikir napa ad bintik2 merah kt certain parts of my body. rupanya alkisah si udang nie.. aiyyo...

kay la... ak rasa setakat nie la sal pixs nie. ak nk bersemayam. haha.. tata..

sayonara, frenz...

bey... lourve you! mwahx!

~ love you, dear~


today, i felt so weak. felt helpless. my heart cried in its own rhythm. i don't know what it's for. but i admit i feel so sad and lonely. i felt so rejected. (xde kaitan ngan my love) perhaps it's nothing. just my own bad intuition. i supposed it to be like that. i don't want to be rejected. just my own feeling. there's nothing that can prove i was rejected. so NADIA don't be prejudice. strive for the infinite excellence. yeah!! come on dear. i need you! <3

sherah isn't feeling well. do have rest okay. you will need to be really fit this sem. you can do it friend. just call me if you need help. i'm just in the next room. :P

another thing to worry about. my COUGH ! it is not getting better. what things that i can do to reduce it. it's really disturbing. i can't sleep very well due to this. this cough really like to play with me. i haven't drink ice for weeks. i did consume the lozenges. but why this cough doesn't go away from me??? did it really love my throat? no way! please, cough. :(

just came back from MCC meeting. discussed about the coming

Inter-House Dikir Barat and Traditional Dance Competition.

and sad to say, Mdm Halijah didn't allow the members to be involved in the Houses' team.

i want to dance. i miss dancing so much.

absolutely missing it. nk masuk dance!! huhu.

last i was on the stage for the traditional dance in Form 3 in Kuala Krai MJSC.

in TGB, the girls wouldn't have the opportunity to involve in the performance either dancing or singing; if not, there will be huge CONTROVERSY.

i am still a dance lover. perhaps i'll be in it again in the future. oh, dance.. how i miss you.

tomorrow, my class will start at 9. this means that i'll be able to sleep for longer time. :P back to academic things, i felt horrible when i did my organic chemistry test yesterday. i didn't understand what the questions want. i bet my marks will be a nightmare too. :P this will not last longer. i'll try my very best to overcome this, teacher. pray for me okay. :)

almost forgotten! i had not uploaded the pictures when i went for the bowling that day. ain and najwa said they are addicted to the bowling too. 'kinna'. so eager to go there again and want to challenge that group! wait for us, guys. you'll see these cute girls winning against you all. HAHAHAHA~evil laugh~ ^^

ILY nazmi

miss you ibu

love abah

Sunday, February 21, 2010


is something abstract. subjective. infinite.
But for sure, it does exist... LOVE = sayang, ryte? but what does the word CINTA stands for?
cinta= LOVE? because films always have the , " saya cintakan awak = i love you."
so does it mean LOVE = cinta?
if sayang, i do know how did it feels. for cinta, i always wonder about it, thinking is it only a word to replace sayang or it carry something specific meaning. ~*_*~

Don't know why right now i'm feeling to write about this word. Someone once asked me what did i think about the word CINTA. and i absolutely have no idea to talk about this word. but then, i agreed with that beloved person that SAYANG is far much better word to express the feeling. and saya sgt SAYANG akan awak. :) sincere from my heart. <3

today, i let my mind to think about so many thing that might happen in the future. i keep it to be insane as there are so many things those are still not sure. AS examination, predicted grades, conditional offers, A2 examination, and university placements. these are sure to happen but my place is not sure yet. it's really making me shivered. (".) i don't want to be negative in thinking but i felt that way! and i don't want to be that way. right now,
i badly need friends.
 i need you guys to accompany me.
i need supports.
i need motivation to keep me in tracks.
i need to be in the right path. i need to be in phase with others.
i need it.

this reminds me of the Kuch Kuch Hota Hai film. Rahul once said," love is friendship." ( absolutely in Hindi )
without friendship, there's no love.
 person who i love is my lover. 

he's my truly best friend. 

he's my brother. 

he's my heart.

he's my laugh. 

he's my leader to the right way.


he's my everything.

thank you dear for being my Love.

what is it actually? it's different for each person. but there's a similarity all of us have about love. love is connecting people.yes, it is. connecting the world. the same goes to ISLAM. we are connected to each other. even though we are from different countries, different races yet we are relatives. thinking again about this, something big is currently happening in our world. our relatives are in trouble. they are helpless. i do respect to those who are so brave sacrificing themselves to bring up the truth. Masya-Allah. they posses the JIHAD.  how i wish that i have the spirit too.

i think that's all for now. i hope that we are heading the right way. Insya-Allah. amin.

luve n miss u, dear
ILY ibu, abah

Saturday, February 20, 2010

BowLiNg NyTE...

last nyte, i went to Bukit Beruntong.. my tutorial group, whose tutor is Mrs Cherry Beadsworth, with the other groups of Mr Beadsworth a.k.a Mr B and also Mr Boler's tutorial group... most of Mrs B's tutees including me didnt know how to play BOWLING... yeah.. it's a competition between 5 groups... mmg hancos la ktorg... but we did enjoy ourselves especially ME!! haha...

through out the time at the bowling place, some sweet memorable moments popped out in my mind... i think i might be smiling all the time there... look like an insane?? hahaha... :P mesti la tersenyum mengimbau masa yang lalu... going to bowling place with prince but i've no idea at all how to play it! haha... finally, prince yg maen for both players( me and himself) for two games... pity prince.. sory dear.. ;p
[pictures will be uploaded in other post, (^.^)]

cter sal smlm kat bowling 'centre' tu... our group consisted of Najwa, Ain, Dya(me), Sherah, Pika and Ummu... and all of us mmg xreti maen... haha... group yg menang tu plak, tutees Mr B.. they are Acap, Ames, Harinn, Harris and Azman.. dorg da la terror maen.. beza gler arr ngan group ktorg... tp yg penting teamwork!! kn??? bak kata wonderpet,
" apa yang penting, KERJASAMA..." kan Assakir lagi hebat...dia dpt score 116 compared to each individual score members from the wiining group... dorg py rata2 9o lebey je... hehehe... no offense! :P
mula2 maen bowling smlm, mmg langsung xde smgt arr.. da la ngan ibu jariku yg sakit... still biru disebabkan volleyball yg juga ak tidak pakar dalam permainan ini... haha... tp after start maen, rasa cm xley berhenti plak.. kuang3x... game 1st ktorg 2nd last... game 2nd ktorg last.. hahha... but never mind... it's an amazing experience... and i wish i can play it again in the future... wanna improve myself in this bowling.. hehe

after tu, ktorg gi mkn... lapar gler tyme tue... byg arr, mkn dlm pkul 9 kot... biasanye ktorg dinner pkul 7 lebey... padahal dua jam je pon beza... tp ntah mengapa perutku asyik mendendangkan pelbagai irama meminta ia diisi... haha... tetapi penantianku sgt berbaloi... hal ini disebabkan Mr B belanja ktorg... seriously sgt la kenyang... ALHAMDULILLAH.. :)

that trip was really fun but my mood was spoiled by ' a creature'... it isnt that i hate him but he is really getting me irritated... what's the problem with him??? i didnt do anything wrong towards you, okay... so please dont be a bothersome to me... let me live in peace... please...

Last but not least, as my other posts, the ending must be related to my love, ryte?? hehe... sorry to this blog readers, but i love you all too.. ;)
i love you so much... you must fulfil your promises okay? hee ;p counting the seconds... waiting the moment to meet you... really miss you.. yes! I DO MISS YOU... <3

wo ai nie, prince...

Friday, February 19, 2010

RaNdOm StoRies...

i have so many things to share with you all.. but the college connection here is very jealous towards me.. haha.. :P so i decided to use my broadband even its connection is very 'fast' like a snail... but i do feel so grateful as long as i can surf the internet... yeah, that's one point...


second story was inspired by my beloved prince ( bangga x?, hehe )... last nyte, every 6 minutes, we talked to each other for 6 minutes... hahaha... this is because prince was watching the Mega Movie : Herbie... no one can disturb him watching the movies.. haha.. ~joking~ then, for every break, he called me.. and back to his movie when it resumed.. taw2 la tv3 kn byk iklan... lau 2 jam citer tue mean 1 jam je kot citer... yg lain iklan.. haha... really metaphore.. hyperbola pon ad.. kuang3x... terasa nk citer sal nie sbb i felt so happy!.. thanks dear.. cm sweet pon ad... :P
2nd point is:

next is about my days in KYUEM... next two weeks are going to be so busy for me and also some other KYUEMIANs... as for me, i'll be having:

1. Physics test - WAVES
2. Malaysian Studies quiz
3. Biology tests - TRaNSPORT IN MAMMALS n DNA ( myb )
4. Presentation Malaysian Studies - Dadah
5. Submission of individual written project - ! Malaysia
6. Decorations for InterHouse Dikir Barat + Tarian Tradisional

sgt2 cuak bler pikirkan our trial is just around the corner...
bantulah hambaMu ini...
berkatilah perjuangan kami semua Ya ALLAH...
berikanlah kami kejayaan dunia dan akhirat...

jom... kite sme2 bergerak menuju ke arah kebaikan... :)
( ak xsentuh langsung lagi sal written project tue... haha)
3rd point:

D- Doa
U- Usaha
I- Ikhtiar
T- Tawakal

next in line of my stories is a tale about a pair of lovers... once upon a time, there was a sweet boy and a cute girl living in this real world... this sweet boy called H ( cm M dalam cter James Bond lak) was really mischievous.. he was deeply passionate in teasing people... he really loved to tease people especially girls... absolute a naughty boy... this cute girl named D was very polite and quiet... she didnt like boys teasing others including H... she was wondering why the other girls admired H so much... it is fated that H and D were in love... D loves H and H loves D... there was a moment that D had cried so lot thinking that she will be apart from H... her friends did try to calm her but it didn't work... she put her trust in H and she will love H as long as she breathes in this world... the same goes to H... they are very sweet... i think this pair are very loyal to each other and will end up living together... now, the latest news about this lovers is they are currently being apart from each other due to study... ( same goes to me and prince)... they are missing each other... terlupe plak ad satu citer klkr sal kapel nie... nie citer btol taw.. D nie pnh nangis gler2 la apabila a security guard dtg smbil marah2 D n H tgh dating... dgn emonye, D ckp dia taw bnda yg D and H = "dating" tu salah... tapi after this dorg mmg ssh nk jmpe da... pak guard tu terkezut gler tgk si D ni nangis trok gtu... ak taw cter nie dari mulut si D nie sendiri... D nie adalah my best friend... D nie ckp dia berazam nk tunjuk yg satu hari 6t D n H akan kahwin jugak... dorg decided to send the invitation card to the particular guard... nie adalah cdgn dari H, D kctaw... semoga perjalanan hidup dan perhubungan D dan H kekal ke akhir hayat... amin...
4th point:


sebenarnye i wanted to write about my day with family for my birthday celebration... but unfortunately, i've no idea to express my feeling on that via words ryte now... so i'll postpone it till i get the mood for writing it...

okay la... take care guys... i luv you all.... bubbye!

love you nazmi... sarang hae yo...

miss you ibu and abah...

Saturday, February 13, 2010

SaMaN? bDaY?

it is my bday today but unfortunately i was 'fined' or 'disaman' mlm tu.. otw nk blek umah... ak xsdr kot.. kslhn: TAK PAKAI TALI PINGGANG BELAKANG... hahaha.. sbbnye ak ngah tdo tyme tu.. bwu smpy dri KY pkul 12 lby... ngantok seyh... mst arr tdo... huhu.. xpasei2 ak kne saman...


smlm ak agk sedey.. emo xtentu arah... byk kali guk ak bwat perangai ngan prince... sory bey... maaf taw... kcian bey... thankz for everything dear... :)

ak bgn dri katil dlm pkul 10 lby kot... dikejutkn ibu tersayang dengan wish birthday tepat at 10.21a.m with a kiss n hugs... thank you ibu.. 19 years ago, ibu tlh berada dlm keperitan yg amat sgt utk lahirkan seorg bayi... InsyaAllah i'll be the very best i can... pray for my success...

~ pix last year on my bday~

~ my beloved mom~

i really miss my frenz so much... huhuuhu... miss the moment that we celebrate each birthday with craziness... haha... to ila, mandi ngan jus oaty orange... haha... tade idea nk celebrate bday cmne tahun nie kt umah.. last year wat mkn2... thn nie, tataw... huuh...

bey!!! miss you!! npe fon problem???? geramnye.... huhu.. :(

cuti blek umah skjp gler... bus YT gerak kul 9 pagi ari selasa 6t bersamaan ngan 16 hb Februari 2010... cptnye masa berlalu... then, we will b e back too the hectic life in the college... full of activities, tests, TRIAL?, AS???... oh no way! too many things to be done in this very short semester.. it's weird why KY put all big events in this 2nd sem for us or the 4th sem for the seniors??? da la both of these semesters are the busiest semesters for the students!! pelik btol.....
bwatla sem 3... sem 3 py la relax..

mlm nie, i am determined to study!! at least i'll do some works... hahaha... napa la org berbeza ea/?? ad ke ptut soalan nie ditanya? hahaha... cm da xbtol je.... kuang3... tahun nie is the last year for me to have the -teen words in my age years... hahaha.... td, kakteh dtg umah... syahmina pon ad skali... cumel gler dia panggil teddy bear... she called it as beabeh... hahaha sounds like 'babe'... now, she's already 3... time really flies ryte?? in a blink, the baby girl i used to play with is already a cute child.. she has pretty eyes... hehe... she already learnt to say many words and i think she's very talkative... ada je bnda yg dia nk cakap.. potpet2... hahaha.. td dia pluk teddy, tp dia ckp tedy tu plok dia... hahah... syahmina....

~ me with syahmina~

~ syahmina~

~ me with ateh~

dri tgh ari td i couldnt reach prince... so i asked ila to mcg aisyah whether she knew or not... swuh tye dia sbb taw aisyah xblik lg... nseb baek dpt contact aisyah... thankz aisyah for letting me to reach nazmi thru you.. thanx a lot... :) pkul 10 mlm nie bwu la prince naek bus... cmne la dia dlm bus t ea... take care love... ~windu~

td prince bwu kol gne public... wndunye... huhu... sekejap je... 2 minit... huhu... but i'm grateful to hear his voice... really love him... hee... ;p YA ALLAH.. selamatkan perjalanan nazmi.... :)

~ spiderman + prince = prince spiderman!~ ;p

I LOVE YOU BEY.... hee...

till then... sayonara~^^~

Thursday, February 11, 2010

smlm Bangsawan... it sucks~ xske!!! judges biased... xpuas ati TOPAZ mng.. yg plg xpuas ati nye cmne dorg dpt BEST ACTRESS??? org tue dialogue skit gler part last je ley dpt best actress??? siyez biased dowh... benci!!! tp nseb baek la DIAMOND mng BEST BACKDROPS N PROPS also BEST CHOREOGRAPHER... okay la... benci topaz... hahahahaha

DIAMOND!!! yeah... we are winning.... next year bls blek... pdhl da xnk da..

~ me, laila n zunnu~

tp ak sedey sgt for the last two days... rse nk nges je... haha.. ntha la npe... pelik tol.. da la mdh terasa n cpt bengang... xtawla npe... huhu.. :'( i hate myself when i feel like this... why this thing must happen??? i dont like it at all...

is it bad for us to cry over a person who had gone?? stop about this emotional thing...

esok, ad test bio.. on transport in plant.. really glad that Bangsawan is over..i can spend my nite to do revision... hope i'll be able to do it...

tomorrow, i'll be going back to terengganu.. luckily the YT bus will fetch us here at KYUEM at 2.45pm tomorrow... :) pdn muka MUHD AZHAR BASRI a.k.a Jaha sbb ak sje2 repot kt pok li ckp jaha buli ak.. haha.. mne x nye.. ak kne wat surat, fax, poster... hahaha... sory la jaha... main2 je... hehe..

brg xpack lg... cmne nie??? ari nie cm moody gler... td my klsmet said yes with particular intonation... i said that the way she said yes reminds me of someone... then my other klsmet(guy) said like teasing," remind of someone??" i felt really annoyed... wanna cry at that time... i said to him," remind me of someone that had passed away." i hold myself from crying... ryte now, i missed him so much... that person is my late grandpa.. he was too close to me... i missed him so much.. that's why i was really annoyed when the guy said like that... i knew i was too sensitive.. sorry guys... coz i had made ur day terrible... sorry...

i think i'm going to get sick during this CNY.. really tired... i've got my flu, headache... so next in line is my fever followed by the cough or sore throat.. huhu..

lastly for this post, i wanna say HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY... and i miss u all my frenz... really miss u all...
~ at muzium padi~

~ sue, me , yana~

~ my 504 members~

~ me n ila kt shahab~

~ binding camp??~

to PRINCE, i love you...:) miss me ea... wanna see you...

Monday, February 8, 2010

0902 love..

my beloved... ;p


first time i saw you,
i dont expect we'll be together,
we are so different, i guess,
but it doesnt matter ryte now,
coz we'll be together forever...

i let my heart unbend,
as i get to know you each second,
as i start to love you from that moment,
it is unbelievable for me,
my heart loves it...

and i'll never stop loving you dear,
each and every second,
my love will just get stronger,
and i want to let you know,
that you will be forever in my heart,
forever and always...

i am yours and will never change,
i really mean it, all what i've said,
without you my love, there's no more me,
so please be with me my dear,
really love you dear,
always do...

~ my birthdayboy~ <3


sweet nineteen prince... ;p
awk da tua la bey... hehe
9 february 2010= u r 19..

PeNinG2 LalAt.. :P

tgl lagi dua hari for Bangsawan... semalam mmg bengang gler la... sherah la jd mangsa tmpt ak lepaskn perasaan... cian sherah.. sory ea.. :) org tue sng2 je nk marah2 kter sumer.. cbe la pk skit.. rmy kot xdtg smlm.. cmne nk perfect.. ko tue pndy marah je.. bknnye ko pnt angkat barang sumer.... huhu... thanx to daeng sebab tolong naekkn smgt ktorg yg tlh jatuh menjunam nie... nk nanges pon ad smlm... huhu.. :'(

cptla Bangsawan abis... huhu... ak cm nk dmm je.. huhu.. xlarat gler.. tataw la t hari Bangsawan cmner.. hrp2 jgn la ak pitam ats tue... xnk ak...

~ hulubalang???~

ptg td, mula2 ckp ad meeting.. pergila sbb kcian plak kt org laen lau xg... yg panasnye, bler pergi ttbe je BATAL!!! geram gler!!! lau gtue, baek ak smbg tdow.. da la ak xlrt.. huhu.. nseb baek la ad guk kerja yg ak ley wat afta dat.. kerjanye: tanggalkna balik double-tap yg tlh ditampal ats kain... hahaha.. cm siot je... :(

yg lawaknye td, nseb abek gler la ak xtrejatuh bwat kali ke-2 for this Bangsawan thing.. dpn ASLAM lg... aiyya.. td, ak pergi la nk amik kain partition, nk tanggalkn blek sbbk nk btolkn.. then, mne la taw ak kt bwh tue ad gam yg tumpah.. byk gler plak... ntah spe la yg xresponsible gler tumpahkn gam tue... ak pelik btol la... nseb baek ad partition tu kt ctu, lau x kompem lg skali ak jatuh disaksikn ASLAM.. sherah ckp mmg 'suwey' btol jmpe ngan HC tue.. haha... no offense okay!... sbb ari tue pown jatuh lps nmpk dia, td tu pown hampir terjatuh sbb dia... lau x skali lg la ak kne jmpe makcik typah untuk menerima " massage".. haha..

~ pure cute happiness~

td dlm kls, latifah a.k.a ifa, xabis2 swuh ak upload gmbr dia yg laen.. mst ifa bcer kn nie??? hahahaa.. pdn muka... kay la ifa.. org upload la utk cik tipah kter ea.. kuang3x..

~ me and pinky ifa~

~ cumel x cmnie??~

td bwu abis ckp ngan prince... dia cm xsehat... awk jgn dmm ea... pliz... mkn ubt okey... :)
i mish u so much dear... InsyaAllah we'll be meeting soon... ;p

~ prince n hariz~

kay la.. till next post... BUBBYE!!!

Friday, February 5, 2010


60 things a girl wants but wont ask for =)

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

~ my frenz~


11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know


26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

~ i'll be there for you dear~


31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.


36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

~ reminds me of someone I really love~


41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

p/s: i think those are true.. ;p
but somehow we should tolerate each other...
everything needs both to be in... ;)
& jgn lupa adab2 ea..

~ love you and miss you so much, bey~


td ad Bangsawan... blek pkul 10.58 mlm smpy chalet... ak da order burger ayam special together with sherah, ummu and erna tp erna nk daging special... lapar gler sbb dinner td xmkn.. Bangsawan start pkul 8.. ak bgn tdo pkul 7.23 kot td.. tdo dri ptg... aiyya.. da lamer kot xtdo nyenyak cm td... SIYEZ!!

berkenaan title post ari nie keysahnye bermula bler ktorg borak2 ngan yaya... yaya nie our senior.. dia ni comel tp muka dia agk cold skit.. that's y ktorg tkot ckit nk ckp ngan dia nie.. tp td, best kot dpt ckp ngan dia... mula2 ckp ttg asal mner.. sesi muqaddimah kot.. haha... then, ntah cmner ley plak ttbe msuk hal bf nie... haha.. bocorla rhcya yaya da berpunya... tp dia ckp dorg nie melalui org tengah, that guy's aunt.. she once told yaya that actuallly when a guy had confessed his feeling to the girl, and the girl accepted him, they are automatically ENGAGED.. yg sarung2 cincin sumer tue adat semata2... btol ke ap yg dikhabarkan ini?? adakah ia palsu atau mitos sahaja??

tp mnda nie mmg logik guk.. thats y the elders say jgn maen2 ngan perhubungan nie.. dorg ckp kena serius bler tbe sal mnda nie... btol guk ap yg dorg ckp... ntahla... sumer nie di tgn Allah.. YA ALLAH... peliharakanlah perhubungan kami semua... amin...

p/s : esok bday aizat a.k.a jack... happy bday yer! ;P

bey... ILY dear...
Miss u too.... <3>

Thursday, February 4, 2010

BanGsaWan vs AkaDeMik???

Today, i feel kinna ‘energetic’.. ntahla... ak xtaw nk ckp pe... hehe.. ;-)

Smlm turn for Diamond to use the Great Hall for the Bangsawan rehearsal.. after class, 4.15pm, we went straight to the New Block. All of us were required to move the props n backdrops to the Great Hall.. then, the rehearsal was done using the props... feeling kinna excited to see the real Bangsawan.. i admitted that this Bangsawan really need hardwork from all people in the house... i absolutely appreciate to those who come... thank you...

Nk taw x peranan ak ap dlm cter tue??? Hahaha... ak la dayang raja... hehe... pd awalnye ak kna jd permaisuri... tp ak xmmpu kot nk bwk watak utama.. i told the seniors bout that. N ask for their help to change me with the other seniors... bkn ap.. berat sgt responsibility tue.. da la event paling grand kolej kot.. xnk ak...penting gler Bangsawan nieyh.. xclap ak, mne2 house mng for the Bangsawan nie akan dapat HOUSE CUP!! That’s why the seniors mmg pntgkn gler2 arr bnda Bangsawan nie... kat cnie, mmg smgt rumah tue kuat gler.. HOUSE-ism tu sgtla kuat and truly can be seen.. hahha...

Permaisuri turns to Dayang... haha

~ zunnu and me ( dayangs ;P)~

Houses available in KYUEM (ceyh ayat cm ley pilih2 house je kn?? Haha.. ak bangga ngan DIAMOND!) are :

1. Diamond The House of Courage

2. Sapphire The House of Glory

3. Garnet The House of Enthusiasm

4. Topaz The House of Rocks

Houses nie mmg kompetitif gler.. sumer bnda nk relate ngan house... plik btol... haha... yg best sal Diamond nie ktorg ske CHEERS.. ari tue nye CHEERS COMPETITION ktorg mng... yeah!!! Hahaha...

Dlm Bangsawan nie, ktorg nye duration utk lakonan is 30 minutes included for the time to organise the props and backdrops. Smlm ktorg manage to do in 35 minutes.. and 5 marks DEDUCTED for every 1 minute extra... huhu.. So lau ikut smlm nye mse ktorg da lose 25 marks... need to be more efficient.. yeayhh... guys.. we all can do it!! Hopefully we DIAMOND will win this year.. amin.. J

Bangsawan2 guk.. tp akademik xley lupa!! Mmg kne pndy manage masa dowh.. tyme to revise n do homeworks... lebey2 lagi lau ad test.. cm ak.. besok ad test bio.. on protein synthesis.. aiyya.. mlm nie ad props n backdrops lg... tataw la bler nk study..

Ttbe rse nk ckp sal bnda nie plak... ak xberapa suka la ngan org2 yg selfish gler nieyh... xturun for Bangsawan lgsg.. taw la nk study.. tp org laen pon ad byk bnda guk nk bwat... lg satu.. bkn ak nk kutuk ke ap.. tp ak ngaku ak ssh nk terima nasihat org yg xbekerjasama dlm byk bnda.. for instance, xbekerjasama dlm Bangsawan and other things.. taw la xske ngan bnda2 cmnie... tp get involve la... ak pown xske guk tp pk org laen pon byk kerja guk bkn ak sorg... xfair la lau org laen bwat kerja n the kter xbwat kn??? Lau korg kne cmtue, bengang kn?? So try to get involve.. kdg2 lau ad test tu mmg la dpt excuse... bknnye dorg nie kjm sgt xbg excuses..

Ari nie ak dpt taw berita sedey... siyez ak xsgka jd cmtue... perhaps it will be ‘repaired’..

Esok kne anta blue form to the exam dprtment.. this blue form signed by ur subjects’ teachers indicate you will be sitting for the May/ June CIE or not... so mmg important gler utk anta blue form nie...

~nie la blue form tue~ ^_^

Smlm i called my mom... and she really happy to keep me up-to-date about my dearest youngest brother... ibu cakap adik da rajin.. da pandai kemas umah.. haha...the story happened when my uncle and his family wanna visit my family last Friday.. ibu nk kemas la sikit2 kt bahagian ruang tamu tue... tp ibu bz nk msk sediakn mknn... then the hero came forward offerimg help to ibu... adikla... dia ckp cmnie, ‘ xpe2.. biar adik kemas umah.. ibu masak...” hehe.. bangga ak!! ~ttbe je~ ^^

~ alang, ibu and adik~ luv

Last but not least, i really miss


so much.... hee..

~ cumel kn??? ;p~

i LOVE you bey... selalu terfikir bler la i’ll see you again... huhu...

syg n windu bey!!!

Do love me always kay??? ;p

Miss n love my family too... J