Friday, April 30, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
p/s: tioman? esok? biar btol! haha
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Don’t find me if it is just because i crossed your mind.
But do it if you really miss and need me.
Don’t think about me if you think that i’ll like it if you told me that.
But do think of me if you really want to do it.
Don’t appreciate me if you think i’m a doll.
But do appreciate me if i’m really a person to you.
Don’t talk to me if you are forced to do so,
but talk to me if you really want to.
Don’t promise if u don’t mean it
but promise me if you really want to realise it.
Don’t be a liar to me if you want to make me happy because it doesn’t make it real at all.
It just can make it worse.
Don’t tell me jokes if your heart doesn’t feel to do that
but do that if it really feels it.
All of these is all about sincerity.
Don’t be friends to others if you aren’t sincere of that friendship.
Don’t act like you adore people if you aren’t.
Please don’t hurt the feelings of people who trust you.
Because it may give you a really big problem. Once people don’t trust you anymore, it’ll never change even you sacrificed yourselves to make them trust you again. Cause it’ll never do. So please mind ourselves not to destroy people’s trust to us. I can’t imagine living in this harsh world without people trust in us. I think that’ll be my very bad life if I have no one trust in me.
Perhaps I’m not one of these people.
This post is just about my heart speaking out its feeling.
Nothing to do with people in my life. Cause i trust people in my life.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
tomorrow, my younger sister will have an interview with a company for a scholarship. i really hope that she'll pass it. yes! she is better in me having more confidence to face the interview. she's a good debater too. so i don't really surprised if she gets it but the one that worries me ryte now is her result. it's not bad but for her applied course, it seems to look she'll be having lot of things to really convince the scholar.
one whole week to go for the trial papers next week. whole full week. everyday there's papers or at least a paper. and i hardly can't wait for the real CIE. it's not that i'm already fully prepared or something but i'm really eager to go home for the holiday. bringing lighter bags. i want to relax myself during that holiday. me and family. really want to reunite with my cousins and granny. we haven't seen each other for a quite long time. since last Aidiladha. want to spend a night at my Kakcik's house too. playing with nephew and nieces, and also wanna have a chat with my abg cik. he's my bro-in-law. but he's more than that. he's the one who helped me to get out from the problem when i was a kid.
really hope abg cik will get better soon.
to people who love to back-talking, please mind your own business.
(xde kaitan ngan kawan2 ak kat sini ye..)
don't love to be busybody. i don't need your annoying attention and harsh words.
all the best frenz. we can do what we wanna do. :)
i do agree with the say, " life's like a spinning wheel ". definitely agree. something's up will be down.
to be down here doesn't mean it's bad right? maybe it's a state where we could improve ourselves.
yeah. it is. perhaps it'll be a very useful and teach us the right way.
here, i want to question out something.
this simple thing has always wander in my mind.
why did US, the human always search for others' fault?
why didn't US try to look in ourselves?
this also implies to me.
me too is doing the same thing.
i want to change it. because i think that's so not relevant to do THAT.
bey. i'm sorry okay. i love you. ;)
kenapa perlu ada sesi memandang rendah terhadap orang lain ye?
ak xfhm la.
kalau ye pun, diri tu hebat, xperlu la nak show-off.
and yang paling penting, xperlu nak pandang rendah kat orang lain as if others don't do the right thing.
maybe orang lain xsehebat diri tu, tp kita haruslah ingat, manusia ni xperfect.
kite haruslah sedar bahawa hanya ALLAH sahaja lah yg sempurna.
aku bukannya para ulama, mahupun cendekiawan dlm ilmu agama.
namun aku masih ada kewarasan akal untuk berfikir.
masih ada kata-kata yang mampu diluahkan sebagai perkongsian bersama.
i had already sit for my Pure Math trial exam. i firmly hope that i had answered it well.
even i knew that i had already made a
but the important is
do not take risks that may affect your life. it's not that do not ever try out something new. you must try out because that's the only way for you to experience it. yes! absolutely yes!
tomorrow will be the chemistry practical. pray for me okay. :)
i miss you dear. really want to meet you. and you guys. my G4. my old fellas. my buddies. all of you. i really miss you all. and you all are my dear. without you all, i'm not me. i'm not myself. because all of you are the pieces of my life's jigsaw. and i need all to complete it.
last but not least, i'm really sorry if there's any word that may hurt your feeling. i'm sorry cause it is just my sincere words deeply from my heart. thank you guys. till then, sayonara!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
i do want to hug her at this moment..
i do want to hear her voice comforting me..
i wanna see her so much..
i want her to be at my side..
ibu... really miss you... need you..
i miss you too..
i love to be at your side...
seeing the smile on your lips..
even you didn't speak too much..
i know that you really love me..
abah.. i miss you really lots..
i hate to be in this bad mood..
feeling sad and crying..
i love to be as happy as always..
i love you bey.. always do..
never doubt you..
trust you all the time..
miss you too...
think that's all.. just wanna let it out from my heart.. plus, my headache is back..