my friend...

i miss you a lot my friend...

i really feel the lost...

hope we'll meet again....

sorry for not updating you... i'm currently in mood swing... feeling so down... i'm lost... recently i think almost everyday i cried.. i've lost a very dear friend to me.. he's Mohd Syazwan Asyraf... we were in the same class for IELTS, chemistry and biology... what made me really feel the sudden lost of him is because he sat really near to me in those classes.. he used to tease me everyday.. he was the person i love to talk with.. he's open-minded and a very good listener.. he never hurt my feeling...he's a hardworking person and he didn't know what the word 'give up' mean.. he's so determined... 

>such a wonderful smile he has ryte?<
(the right one) ;(

i still remember our conversations... Vice House Captain for topaz, he's so into his house yet he's considerable towards others feelings... i miss him... i know it's not good to weep like this but for now, i can't help it... soemday i'll cope with this lost... plus, currently is till feel his existence, smiling as he disturbed my work.. 

"what the heck?" was his favourite tagline... 

and once, i did advised him about that but now, that line will remind me of him so lot...

there's no one that will put my pencil case away from me now.. there's no one that will take my shoe and hide it... there'll be no one that will scribble on my paper sketching smileys to me anymore.... how can i not missing him this much? what made me even more sad was in the last ielts class, taemin said that me and him were 'divorced' coz that time, i wasn't sitting in front of him... in our class, he was the only boy.. that is why we were very close....

friends, i'm sorry if i look too emotional during this time... i didnt mean it to happen... i'll hope i can endure it.... 

al-fatihah for him...