someone

when i'm feeling so fulfilled, why must i feel this way?
why must it came? i'm disliking this so much.
who the hell in the world love to feel sad, right?

my tears won't stop flowing out.
maybe it did for my naked eyes,
but it won't in my heart.

and i really miss to be accompanied by someone.
someone who really cares.
who really feels what am i feeling.

dear someone,
please. do come back in my life.
i need you to soothe me out.
i need you to cheer me up.
i need you to be when i'm despaired.
i need you to hear me even if i'm not able to say any word.

dear someone,
i hope you read this.
i want you to know that you are a piece of puzzle i can't bear losing it.
i realise that you are someone to me.
so, please be kind to me.

Lelaki & Wanita

Asalamualaikum and Good Day. 

saya ada perkara nak share dgn korang. jom baca.

saya dapat ini from sum1's facebook

WANITA: Siapa yang paling kamu cintai di dunia ini?
LELAKI: Kamu!!!
WANITA: Menurut kamu, saya ini siapa?
LELAKI: (Berfikir sejenak, lalu menatap WANITA dengan pasti) Kamu, tulang rusukku.

Kerana Allah melihat bahawa Adam kesepian. Saat Adam sedang lena tidur, Allah mengambil rusuk Adam dan menciptakan Hawa. Semua LELAKI mencari tulang rusuknya yang hilang dan saat menemukan wanita untuknya, tidak lagi merasakan sakit di hatinya...

Setelah berkahwin, pasangan itu mengalami masa yang indah dan manis untuk sementara. Setelah itu, pasangan muda ini mulai tenggelam dalam kesibukan masing-masing dan kelelahan hidup yang ada. Hidup mereka menjadi membosankan.

Kenyataan hidup yang kejam membuat mereka mulai menyisihkan impian dan cinta satu sama lain.

Mereka mulai bertengkar dan pertengkaran itu mulai menjadi semakin panas. Pada suatu hari pada akhir sebuah pertengkaran WANITA lari keluar rumah. Saat tiba di seberang jalan, dia berteriak "Kamu tidak cintakan saya lagi!!!".

LELAKI sangat membenci ketidakdewasaan WANITA dan secara spontan juga berteriak "Saya menyesali perkahwinan ini! Kamu ternyata bukan tulang rusukku!!!" Tiba-tiba WANITA terdiam, dan berdiri kaku untuk beberapa saat.

LELAKI menyesali akan apa yang sudah dia lafazkan, tetapi seperti air yang telah tertumpah tidak mungkin untuk diceduk kembali. Dengan berlinang air mata, WANITA kembali ke rumah dan mengambil barang-barangnya, bertekad untuk berpisah. "Kalau saya bukan tulang rusukmu, biarkan saya pergi Biarkan kita berpisah dan mencari pasangan sejati masing-masing".

Lima tahun berlalu. LELAKI masih belum lagi berkahwin, tetapi berusaha mencari khabar akan kehidupan WANITA. 

WANITA pernah ke luar negeri tetapi sudah kembali. Dia pernah berkahwin dengan seorang asing dan bercerai.

LELAKI agak kecewa bila mengetahui WANITA tidak menunggu, sepertinya. Dan di tengah malam yang sunyi, dia meminum kopinya dan merasakan sakit di hatinya. Tetapi LELAKI tidak sanggup mengakui bahawa dia merindukan WANITA.

Suatu hari, mereka akhirnya bertemu kembali. Di airport, tempat di mana banyak terjadi pertemuan dan perpisahan, mereka dipisahkan hanya oleh sebuah dinding pembatas.

LELAKI: Apa khabar?

WANITA: Baik... Kamu sudah menemui tulang rusukmu yang hilang?

LELAKI: Belum. 

WANITA: Saya akan terbang ke New York dengan penerbangan berikut. Saya akan kembali 2 minggu lagi. Telefon saya kalau kamu berkesempatan. Kamu tahu nombor telepon saya kan ? Tidak ada yang berubah. WANITA tersenyum manis, berlalu di hujung lafaz "Selamat tinggal.."

Satu minggu kemudian, LELAKI menerima khabar WANITA adalah salah seorang korban Menara WTC. Malam itu, sekali lagi, LELAKI meneguk kopinya dan kembali merasakan sakit dihatinya.

Akhirnya dia sedar bahwa sakit itu adalah kerana WANITA, tulang rusuknya sendiri yang telah dengan bodohnya dia patahkan.

*Kita menempiaskan 99% kemarahan walau kepada orang yang paling kita cintai. Dan akibatnya adalah penyesalan. Seringkali penyesalan itu datang dikemudiannya, akibatnya setelah kita menyedari kesalahan kita, semua sudah terlambat...*

*Kerana itu, **jagalah dan sayangilah orang yang dicintai dengan sepenuh hati.**.. Sebelum mengucapkan sesuatu berfikirlah dahulu, apakah kata-kata yang kau ucapkan akan menyakiti orang yang dicintai?

Kira merasakan akan *menyakitinya, sebaiknya jangan pernah dilafazkan. Kerana semakin besar risiko untuk kehilangan orang yang dicintai.*

*Jadi berfikirlah, apakah kata-kata yang akan dilafazkan sebanding dengan akibat yang akan diterima?? *

its true...
i really miss you..
d old us..
enjoyin d moments..

admit dat miss you n love you loadz..

my stars

how i wish to touch the stars.
how i wish to really shine and be your guide during the night.
and how i wish to be your accompany wherever you are.

stars, i wish i am you.
glittering in the dark sky giving hopes to others.
calming me whenever i need you.

stars, please don't leave me.
do show yourselves as often as you could.
i know you'll be there.

oh Allah. please do help us. amin.

a star song: my favouritas!

Twinkle twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.

When the blazing sun is gone
When he nothing shines upon
Then you show your little light
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.

Then the traveler in the dark
Thanks you for your tiny spark.
He could not see where to go,
If you did not twinkle so.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky you keep,
While you thro' my window peep,
And you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

Line Celcom

celcom!!! kenapakah dikau berbuat sedemikian kepada kami warga KYUEM?
sanggup dikau mendukacitakan kami?

sekarang, padan muka ko sebab da ramai nk tukar maxis.. haha
membazir je dapat free call one week tp xley guna!
wasteful giler... semua salah celcom!
xpe2 ko wat cmnie kn... sedeyh aku...

harap2 celcom dapat betulkan line nie secepat mungkin yer..
please celcom... :(

Underlying Hopes

i miss my beloved so much. why do i need to be separated with them? i don't wrong Allah cause i believe He has  decided the best for me. maybe through this distances, i'll become a more bold person. not dependent of others. i'll also believe that He wants to train me for the future. who knows what'll happen right? except Him The Only One.

i, now, could see the beautiful things those waiting for me. i realise happiness will come to me. even it's not everyday, i hope it'll be everlasting. though some people will keep trying to destroy it, as part of their jealousy, i definitely trust my beloved, that they'll always be with me.

some people may just pretend who they are. don't do that cause who ever you are, it is you! don't ever try to backstabbing your friends. cause they'll know through their instincts that you've done so. same goes to another relation. whatever you do, if you tried really hard to lie, please don't, just admit it cause honesty is the best policy. isn't it?


i'm giving too much. and i don't get why certain people just keep the small matters exacerbated? or it's just me who are paying too much attention? i don't know what's exactly the answer. but one thing that i'm really sure is they are just being too insensitive towards other feelings.


hey! the way you guys talk to others may hurt them okay. try to remind yourself of people's feeling. if you want to win, just, please don't hurt others. the habit sucks.

my dearest, 

i love you all and miss you like hell heaven right now. 

spider?

it's 9th February! 

My prince spiderman's birthday! <3

he's prince spiderman! :P

With each year I'll love you more. Remember that your best years are still ahead of you and I'll be there for every up down and in between.

It's your birthday and I can't be there

But I'll send you a special birthday wish and a little prayer

Have a happy birthday

I hope that all of your birthday wishes come true

May you have a great time today and find happiness in everything you do.

i found a quote. and it can motivate us.

"Whatever with the past has gone, The best is always yet to come."

- Lucy Larcom

whatever have passed, let bygones be bygones.

the future is waiting for us. :))

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dear, happy birthday. aishiteru