promises

feeling upset...


yup.. 
maybe it's forgotten... 
maybe it's an incident..
maybe it's not the intention...


but STILL it is a promise...
and promise isn't made to be unfulfilled...


i'm sorry if my words are harsh...
hurting the feelings..
but i'll keep whatever promises said!
and i am not fond of people who's breaking up promises...


I'm really sorry....
hope it'll not occur anymore..
broken promises? once more? unforgivable!


lastly, my beloved company wants to say he loves you all... ;)
feel better now..
off to have my bath..  <3

wishes

salam kawan2~

this post is only to wish 

all the best

 to all my fellow friends in MICET, MFI, and BMI 

who'll be having their IELTS test tomorrow... 

do your best okay??

chaiyyouk! ;)

baca doa banyak2... 

selawat sentiasa..

 InsyaAllah akan dibantu oleh Allah sewaktu menghadapai kesukaran.. 

dan seharapnye tiada kesukaran yang akan dihadapi..

amin... :)

besides,
 to sherah, anda harus makan ubat yer... jangan lupa!! telan jugak ubat tu lau anda tamaw badan anda 
dipenuhi scarry scars.. haha.. jahat an sherah tgl sye sorg2.. huhu... cepat2 la sembuh yer...

korang! doakan sye kne jgk taw.. nak blek.. haha


info: cik sherah nie kne 'chicken pox' dan sekarang nie, da sampai umah kot... huhu...
tinggalla sye keseorgn dalam chalet L-15 nie yer....

tape.. insyaAllah ada kerja laen yang bley dibuat tol x?? hehe...
see you... mwahx!! hee

salam.. kwn-kwn....

mlm nie nisfu syaban... sepatutnye ak perlu beramal memnadangkan mata ak ta maw nak tutup lagi... tapi jari2 ak maw tekan keyboard di lappy ni... ak rse ak mengalami mslh insomnia yg agak teruk mlm nie plus masalh jiwa... berserabut... thanks bro for your advice.... really appreciate it... and thanks for helping your sis :)

hidup ini hanya untuk ALLAH,maka kita berserah kepada NYA.

insya ALLAH org yg sakitkan hati kita akan ALLAH beri petunjuk dan kesedaran 

ni salah satu quote yang brother tu kc kat ak...
i told him that i was feeling terribly miserable... he said selawat byk2...
i looked deep into my beybey's eyes and i saw my tears were running down...
it feels really heavy to bear the pain... to endure the feeling being treated such way..
a very impolite way... UNDERSTOOD?

esok kelas start pkul 8.15 pagi rupernye... and i;m still tappin my fingers on the keyboard,,, letting out my burst feeling in words.. even it was not beautifully said.. some harsh words maybe used... but i do feel better and hope better lies for me tomorrow...

ignore the sadist part...

i'm sorry guys coz i don't really make use of this blog to remind us... as Muslims...
see you later.... i miss you... 

university??

today just wanna babble about my PS... huhu... plus, i don't know which uni to choose... kan best lau sumer ley anta form.. haha...but there's some universities in my consideration..

they are ( tulis cm nk kc award plak..) haha

1. university east anglia

2. university of warwick

3. university of manchester

4. king's london college

5. university of birmingham

6. university of newcastle

7. university of dundee

8. sheffield

9. edinburgh

10. queen's belfast

no maximum university is 5!
and i don't know which to choose...

hope it's the best..
btw, is it okay to go for medicine through biomedicine path??
pray for me guys...
see you... ;)

tomorrow

today, i felt different...
something really big is done...
together we move towards the best...
and hope it's meant for best..


tomorrow, i'll start the new semester in KYUEM
tomorrow, the juniors will be coming...
tomorrow, the life as KYUEMian will start..
and i hope it'll be better than before...

p/s: sherah! jom esok ea... :)

emo~

salam kawan2...


this post is a little bit emotional...
i'm feeling sad but i feel like to write so i write...


this recent days, i had been a driver to my mom... 
i'd been a teacher to my niece, aisyah hadirah for her math...
i'd been a really good sister and daughter...
insyaAllah, i worship my creator, Allah as well..


BUT,
one thing for sure,
i didn't make time for myself,
what i just think and care is about others',
cause i'm afraid to be hurted...
cause i'm afraid of losing anything...
cause i'm frightened to face the truth,
cause i'm frightened to be hated by people.


i don't want people keep their sour face in front of me because of unnecessary things...
i just want them smiling and being happy all the time...
if i could, i'm willing to bear the sadness of my beloved people,
i couldn't see them in sorrow...


u r all my beloved...
so do take care of yourselves...
remember, that i'll always love you...
~sayonara, friends~

contest HiTam itu MenaWan

hye peeps! 

entry nie about me joining a contest...

HITAM ITU MENAWAN by ms yani :P

this is my first contest..

i've never been joining contests like this...

so this is my first try.. just for fun...

plus, cik mudd telah tag sye...

so jom join yok!!

my chosen picture is:........                                            

tadaa!!

from left: nadya, laila, zunny

what i love about this picture is it reminds me the time of Bangsawan...

which is very hectic..

 but still, it left some memorable moments...

this time, i was the so-called-permaisuri-jatuh-takhta-jadi-dayang... haha

coz i rejected the character of permaisuri... 

but still in the play as dayang...

plus, this picture was taken just before the play starts!

and i love our expression in this pic... ;))

it's rare for me to do such face ;p

ops! i kne tag people la...

so, i decide to choose:

~ ms ila syamilla

~ms star

~cik yan  

~ms anati

~akak biha

okay then... guys, try it out.. just for fun babes!

love you all... <3

about three days left for me to be at home....
then, life in KYUEM will begin... a new semester... A2 syllabus...
results will be announced in August..

i pray that all of us will get the very best...
please help me to pray for me too...

p/s: ibu... take care.. i love you so much.. <3

Miss

sye rse sgt sedey.. sebab cuti da nak abis... sye xnk balik kyuem lagi.. not yet... i still feel wanting to be with my ibu... i still wanna eat my mom's cooking.. still want to see her before i go to bed.. don't want to go back to ky yet... i wanna see my mom when i wake up in the morning.. i want to hear her voice trying to wake me up for subuh prayer... i'll be missing this moments when i go to ky...

sye tataw cmner sye akan bertahan 6t... after this, there'll be about two months before we start another holiday... i miss my mom... my dad too.. i'll miss it...

sory.. got too emotional... see you later...

feast?

i had a big feast just now... the big feast means i had eaten my-forbidden-by-doctor-food.. hehe
sye bwu je makan udang galah.. banyak!!!
lantak la nk jadi pape.. da lame xmkn udg byk cm td... pantang pye psl...
 sye mkn tu sbb sye ngah geram ngan sumbody...syiot je~

sye bwu je bkak buku chemistry... just read three pages on electrochemistry.. a progress at least... haha..
physics hand-out not finished yet...

i feel kind of nervous waiting for the AS results coming august.. hope i did my best.. pray for me ok? :)

pen-off for now... see you later...

LOVE,
beybey...

nazmi's story..

hye awak!!

sye nak sambung cter last day nazmi kat ganu... last day nie sye xley lupakan... haha

maybe boring for you guys... but it's memorable for me... 

pagi ari tue ( 28 Jun 2010 ), abah kena pergi hospital... amik darah... ari nie plak abah kena jumpe doc...

so sye satu family cyap awal2..

lokasi 1 : rumah kakteh kat  Marang

matlamat: to pick up mr. nazmi...

ulasan:

tunggu encik ni bersiap punyer la lme... tgu dia packing... haha... syahmina awal2 lagi da pergi cari nazmi... lawak tol! hahaha... fine la... mina pye uncle kan?? xpe2... huhu

lokasi 2 : Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah

matlamat : send abah

ulasan:

sampai di hospital, sye amik wheelchair untuk abah and register kat kaunter... then ibu bawak abah masuk hosp dan suruh kami bertiga beli makanan dulu.. nazmi jadi driver...  ibu egtkn lama.. sekejap jer rupanyer.. thus we went back to hosp to pick up ibu and abah... ibu tukar shift ngan ibu... then, ibu left the three of us to enjoy our picnic.. while ibu went to the nearest Petronas to fill up the tank and their mission to have pure coconut drink is completed... hehe

lokasi 3: Pantai Batu Buruk

matlamat : berpiknik :)

ulasan : kami makan2 dan bersantai... dengan jayanye.. hihi... seronok sgt dapat borak2... adik lak asyik kenakan sye je.. banyak kali guk sye jerit.. haha.. cnie, sye nak share some pictures yer.. 

~ adik & nasi lemak ~

~ en. nazmi and nasi lemak ~

~ xtaw bler di snap~ ><

~ me warning nazmi ? haha~

~ ......~

~ both of my boys were asleep in car ~

>_< ( cute kn?? )

location : umah sye

matlamat : bersantai

ulasan : 

nothg much.. we played congkak, carrom... we chatted... nazmi maen congkak??? YES!! he did.. <3

~ peace bey <3 ~

~ jagung bakar ~

~ lawan congkak~

~ nadia vs nazmi~

kay la... think that's all... last but not least,

i miss you all my friends.. 

not just nazmi... <3

before that, a great news... my  1st younger sis will be coming home this saturday! yeah! i got a company.. haha.. for one day...  

SAYONARA (",)

~ kat kyuem ~

????

yoohoooo!! haha...

ryte now, i'm still watching movies...

i think i suffer the 'INSOMNIA' ryte now...

i couldn't sleep!!

i tried very hard already..

~don't want to be like this!!!~

 i had myself to drink 1 mug of hot chocolate...

i had finished watching almost three movies... haha...

kind of weird cause i think my body should feel exhausted by now...

as i was driving for hours today...

BUT it seems to be vice versa.. 

i wonder why...

i wonder what my .... is doing??? kehkehkeh.. ~jokes~

kay la... sayonara.. wanna get back into my movies.... :)

update... :)

hey you! haha.. i nk smbg cter la... ok??? x ok pon nk cter jgk...

sampai2 di TTI, driver pon parking la... tempat parking jauh la ngan destinasi.. da la panas... padan la ngan muka ktorg! sper swuh gerak waktu matahari tegak atas kepala... haha.. ( my fault actually. lolx ) sowie yer bey... tapi yang kelakarnye, TTI rupa-rupanya ditutup kepada awam pada hari tersebut.... yang dibuka hanyalah Masjid Kristal... macam mne sye taw??!

 "Taman Tamadun Islam ditutup pada hari cuti yang diisytiharkan oleh pihak kerajaan negeri Terengganu"

 = 

hari tue TRG cuti sbb menang SUKMA 2010 kat Melaka...

 kesedihan betol... egt nak naek bot pusing sungai Terengganu.. xkesampaian hajatku itu... huhu...

~ Masjid Kristal~

   

~ yana ~ >_<

~ alif ~ >_<

never mind... we went to the Masjid Kristal... although I live in Terengganu, it's my second time going there... the 1st time was with yana and alif that day..

 pity me ryte??? hoho.. masuk kejap je dalam tue... sebab sye rse segan.. sorg2... nazmi berdua ngan adik sye... lama sye tgu mereka keluar... haha... xbanyak pon gambar yang sye snap kat situ.. panas la...

~ pintu masuk kwsn lelaki~

(Masjid Kristal)

cam man: bey

~ adik dan en. nazmi sye~ <3

cam girl la... haha

~ adik dan sye ;) ~

by en nazmi

~ en.nazmi dan adik ~

sye la cam girl... lox!

all pictures above are from my bey's phone

location : closed  TTI.. haha..

lepas tu, kami ke kawasan Losong untuk membeli keropok lekor...
destinasi kami seterusnye ialah rumah kakcik...
nazmi yang drive! beli keropok lebey satu jam... queuing pye pasal... tu nasib baik bukan cuti sekolah.. lau cuti sekolah, alamatnye, bermalam la kami di situ... kuang3x..
then ktorg pergi makan goreng-goreng kat Pantai Teluk Ketapang... berhampiran ngan airport...
nazmi ordered three super big glass of 'air nyior' ( air kelapa )...
goreng-goreng = udang, sotong, ikan, cendawan, bebola.. semuanya digoreng celup tepung...
side-orders: nasi goreng cendawan nazmi, 2 ABC for adik and nazmi...
sye da xmampu.. nak sumbat sekaligus cmtu, bley perutku pecah! ;P

then, we went to kakcik's house... unlucky for us, abang cik wasn't home as he was at his work.. da lama abang cik xg kedai... ktorg bertiga solat zuhur dan asar di rumah kakcik... sye bwu perasan yang kami xsnap any picture kat rumah kakcik... huhu... seronok chitchat ngan kakcik... my bey sgtla pandai get involved in our chat... cumeyh!! kehkehkeh... stopla psal nie... destinasi seterusnya ialah umah wan yang terletak di kuala berang... and the driver was ME! cause my bey was exhausted and sleepy that tyme... my skills of driving was poor compared to bey's... never mind about that coz we arrived safe and sound... hehe.. wan xde kat umah so ktorg bergerak ke umah makngah... dinner kat situ... before that, i was teased by makngah coz i brought the raw water for washing hand... makngah cakap, " manjakan sangat cik abg dia... (she laughed)" masalahnye ibu yang swuh amik... sye pon xpasan ada paip kat meja luar tue... haiyyo!!

malam tu, kami bertolak ke Marang.. kali nie, nazmi drive kancil tu.. and just the two of us in that car as adik with ibu in the car that we followed... the situation was a bit tense that tyme because i was mad at him... sory bey... maaf sangat2... xde pape pon sebenarnya time tu.. tapi ntahla.. sye rse twok sgt bwat dia cmtu... esoknyer kami okey balik... thanks bey for keep being calm... <3

stop it for now.... the last day's story will be in next post... see ya!!

continual of story...

hello... sory sbb xkotakn  my words before  to update the next day... i couldn't help it to occur as i went to my granny's house because a 'majlis tahlil' was held yesterday... i thought i had brought my broadband together but unlucky for me as it was left at home under the pillow..  haha.. 

firstly, i was very upset and disappointed because my two preference of football country, brazil and argentina, both of them lost and of course they will not go to the final.. last two nyte, i stayed up to watch the game of Argentina vs German... and it wasn't worth at all!! messi was not performing awesomely... i guessed the 'German's tactics' worked very well... indeed it was.. stop about that... let's continue about the story.. haha.. >_<

2nd day of Nazmi in Terengganu

wake up early as my intention to help kakteh to prepare the breakfast but kakteh said to not worry about it as abang teh wanted to buy our breakfast from the nearest warung, maybe... hoho.. no biggie then, ryte?? ;P

about 7.30 in the morning, kakteh accompanied me to go to the beach... apa lagi? mandi laut la!!! lama gler xmandi laut... hehe... i could see nazmi and my nephews and also adik were already there... ( da dlm laut pon) .. at first, i didn't want to 'mandi laut' but looking at my nephews playing happily in the sea water, the joy crept up my mood.. hahaha.. so me too was there...

~ laut kat pantai Marang~ 

~ kakteh, haziq and adik~

~sye di lautan~

cameraman : en. nazmi? haha

penat mandi laut, naik kat pantai... kami timbus 'mayat hidup'... mula-mula, haziq jadi mangsa kami... tapi xlama sbb haziq penat.. kot.. haha.. then, nazmi jadi our 'living dead body' ... sye telah membantu adik dan haziq untuk menjayakan misi kami itu... kesian nazmi... but we had so much fun... ryte, bey?? 

~tukang tanam : adik  & haziq~

~yg tertanam: en. nazmi... 

~ cam girl: me!! hehe~

~ comel kn?? ( nama kt pasir tu ) hehe~

en. nazmi yg telah selamat di'tag'.. kuang3x

kami mandi-manda lagi... bey... you are so sweet... playing with haziq... love you... <3

affter that, kami berangkat pulang ke rumah kakteh... lupa plak nk kctaw.. rumah kakteh ngan pantai xjauh pon.. lam 5 minit jalan kaki... nazmi and adik went back to the house meanwhile my nephews and me went back to kakteh's house.. mandi bersihkan badan la.. sye mandi lama gler kot.. haha.. duk dlm bilik lagi lama.. till xsedar ad orang da sampai nak breakfast... then, sye ngan putera sye tue breakfast sme2... hehe... my nephews and adik had already finished theirs.. kami ditemani oleh kucing yang asyik mengiao dan syahmina... menu breakfast kami pagi tersebut : nasi dagang & sunquick sejuk... yummy~~

~ 'uncle-nazmi-to-mina?? <3 ~

~ aunty mina, hehe ~

p/s: dua2 pixs nie berlokasikan meja makan pada waktu lepas breakfast... haha

~ nie la, Nurul Syahmina bt Ramzi~

'peminat' bey sye... huhu

lepas tu, sye berehat seketika bersama Kit-Kat sye iaitu: En.Nazmi la... haha.. tengok tv jap... pkul sebelas lebey kami bergerak ke destinasi, TTI or Taman Tamadun Islam... nazmi jadi driver... kereta?? free of charge... hehe... abang teh pinjamkan kancilnye... :) thanks big bro..

sye bhenti dlu la.. penat... sye demam sbnrnye... huhu.. duduk kat dapur seharian semalam.. see you... 

till then, take care okay! mwahx!! haha :P