EitHEr???

either disappointed or regretted.. hahaha... both of them arent good la... but i think those words kinna describing what i feel ryte now... huhu... this is becoz:

1. xley gi jungle-trekking... huhu... sbb

• bangsawan
• paling penting KAKIKU masih x okay lagi... :(

2. lupa nk tampal poster bus YT

• da smgt bwk loytape nk tmpl kt DH, alih2 jalan menonong je balik bilik... huhu
  
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~poster bus~ :P

3. rasa diri cm pelik gler ari nie

• moody gler kot pg td.. nsib baek da kurang afta dat
• rmy jd mgsa ak ar nie.. kcian dorg.. ashraf, ifa, rushdan, laila... kcian korg.. sorry :P
• jln terhincut2..

4. afta lunch, gi kelas lewat 5 minit kowt...

• jumpa headmaster on the way nk g kelas... haha
• mr neil sutherland asked us, " have u got lessons?" ak ngan selamba badaknye, "no, i haven't." haha... myb afta dia tgk ak jln cmtu, dia kesian kot.. dia x attack ak.. haha
• da la si laila nie menjadikan ak penghadang sebabnye dia nie gatal benor pakai slippers g kelas.. tkot kantoi nye pasal, nyorok blkg ak plak.. aiyya...

~ me.ummu.laila~

~ nie la laila ~

semua bnda nie cm relate to one another.. dan faktor penyebab adalah kakiku yg sakit... cmne la ak ley jatuh tyme tu... smpy skrg ak egt saat dramatik 'kejatuhan' ak... haha.. di depan Diamond py House Captain a.k.a ASLAM... malu gler... tp lantak arr.. da ak terjatuh.. egt best ke jatuh2 nie... huhu...

smlm kn kata nk g umah makcik TYPAH bkn TAIPAH ea... hee... ;p ak g la umah dia ptg tue accompanied by sherah... dia urut la... YA ALLAH... sakit gler!!! msm nk tendang je dia... nsib ak waras lagi... hahaha... tgn sherah la jd mangsa tempat ak pegang utk tahan sakit... makcik tu ckp da bgkk sgt da... skarg pown ad lg bengkak tue.. cme da kurg la... dia ckp mmg xley hilang tros... kne dua tiga kali urut bwu la baik... ak da xmmpu kot lau kne urut lagi... cukupla sekali... :'(

td lam kelas bio, ak terkompius btol sal water potential n solute potential... jap more negative jap less negative... aiyya... nasib baik la cgu explain blek... than DR NORHAYATI.. ^^

kelas malaysian studies td best... mdm halijah cter byk benda... tajuk ktorg ari nie sal political issues... sumer bnda kuar... hahha...

IELTS class... tgk video sal speaking module.. there are some tips given in that video.. some of them are:

1. part 1

- the examiner wants to hear extended response from the candidate

- don't just simply answer the question with one word.. strictly PROHIBITED.. haha

2. part 2

- during the one minute given, make notes/ mind map including the KEYWORDS

- make eye-contact with the examiner.. dont stare!!

- visualize ur story... make ur examiner could visualize it too. :)

- use formal + informal words to spice up ur story

- variety of intonation okay... this helps from u become a boring person..

- shows ur sincerity, enthusiasm in ur story..

- be confident in what u r saying

3. part 3

- express ur opinion

- use range of words

- use fillers to show that u r in the conversation

all of the parts need the

FLUENCY + GRAMMAR + COHERENCE...

practise it... chaiyyouk... :P

skrg keysah diri ak lak.. ak skang dlm dilemma stu bnda yg ak takut sgt... ak xnk jd cmtue.. doak ak ea... ak XNK!!! ya ALLAH... help me... guys.. pray for me okay... love ya~^^~

okay la... kak sarah kol... kne test baju pe ntah.. sayonara..

~ aktiviti masa lapang ak kot~ haha

~ ad org request~ ;p

LOVE YOU bang cik.. hee..

LOVE YOU ibu and abah... mwahx...

a DaY OfF FoR SicKneSs..

ryte now, i'm in my room.. in L-15 chalet in KYUEM, lembah beringin... cmner bley ad kt chalet tyme2 gnie??? jwpnnye: sbb ak xg kelas... bkn ponteng ea... ad excuse okie...

~ MC dri matron~

pagi td, missed my chemistry class.. ms qila da start with new chapter: EQULIBRIA.. i missed her class bcoz i went to the matron asking whether she could suggest " DI MANA SAYA BOLEH DAPATKAN tukang urut???" and the answer: "only makcik typah..." this aunt is working in our dining hall.. serving the students with satisfied-quality-and-taste food.. :) so i went to DH ( dining hall) to meet her and asked her favor.. she told me to come to her house this evening as at that tyme she was on duty...

tp yg jadi kelakarnye, sbb tyme2 ak msuk DH tu, brothers kt DH tu quickly recognised me and asked me what happened to my leg... they called me ' org GANU'.. haha.. tp bangga guk arr sbb dipanggil sebegitu walaupon ak xla fasih sgt berdialek GANU as my chaletmates especially AFIQAH... loghat dia, pergghh!! mmg xley lwn la... kdg2 ak pown xphm ap mksd dia.. kne kompemkn blek... ak rs lau ibu ckp ngan pka pon xtaw la ibu akn fully understand ke x... hehe.. tp wa salute la pika.. hebat gler speaking ganu... thats y ak mkin pndy ckp ganu nie.. ;P ak rs pika akn jadi slh seorg warganegara MUSCOM ( Musolla Committee)... InsyaALLAH.. ak mmg ad niat dri dulu lg nk ke surau everyday.. n i really hope that i'll do it!!! amin...

~ my chaletmates : pka, me , sherah ~

not in picture: mas

~ me n pika: cm kakak n adik kn?? :)~

xabis lagi ckp sal bro2 kt DH tu.. ad sorg drpd mereka nie, mmg recognise sgtla ak nie.. cyap lau jmpe remind ak dgn berkata, " dik balik dari ganu 6t, jgn lupe bwk balik telor penyu taw.. teringin nk mkn..." apakah???? egt sng ke nk jmpe the eggs of PENYU skrg nie... ssh kowt... ak pnh mkn 2 kli je kot sbb ak xske sgt rse dia... tp kn ibu suka... citarasa masing2 kn??... bro, insyaAllah lau sy jmpe sy belikn la yer... :)

ari nie, assembly is about STUDENTS COUNCIL hand-over... so batch 12 and 12.5 plak will be in charge.. :) all the best for you guys!! i'll be supporting u all... after the assembly is finished, i will go to makcik typah's house to have my traditional treatment... haha.. to get my injured leg to be 'massaged'.. to get it back right on the track... mesti sakit gler... huhu.. matron Haminah had warned me at the beginning that maybe after kena urut i'll have a fever... huhu... perhaps it isn't so bad... just light fever... waiting for sherah to accompany me.. thank you sherah for willing to go with me... :)

~ sherah n me after the photo shooting~

my stomach is making noisy sound... rumbling.. haha.. think that my stomach together with the digestive juices are having their concert... huhu.. ni sumer sbb xbreakfast n xlunch... dinner t mst kena mkn!! kesian perut... hehe...

pintu chalet da bunyi... tanda dorg da abis assembly... my chaletmates are back...

wanna off for now... bubbye!! ( syahmina's favorite phrase :P)

love you, ibu... miss you, abah...

sayang awk, beybey's owner.... :)

DrEaMs cOme tRuE???

could the dreams symbolize something in our life? cud it be any clue for the future? could something in dreams happen exactly the same in the real life? dont know whether it is a FACT or a MYTH.. ~wondering~

dpt idea nk tulis nie sbb ak jatuh smlm tyme nk kemas2 brg backdrops... skit gler.. tgn ak luka.. dalam guk arr... ntahla... xley nk duduk btol2.. sket sblh kiri.. esok egt nk g jumpa matron.. want to ask her if she can bring me to any 'tukang urut'... xtahan la.. smlm xley tdo!! pkul 5.30 kot bru terlelap... bdn ak pown rs cm xsehat...panas2 sejuk... kepala pown cm berat semacam je... xnk demam... ad diskusi malaysian study, physics... chemistry nk msuk chapter baru plak... biology ad test lagi... chapter protein synthesis.. last sem py tajuk... abisla cmnie.. da la tyme tu mmg

xfokus lgsg.. pk umah je... :(

it is lucky for me as i don't need to go to the New Block ( place for all the thing for Bangsawan are done)... thanx kak pika... :) i'll help u guys if i feel better... right now, i am laying 'cosily' on my bed with beybey beside me... i can't lose beybey coz he is a gift from my prince.. <3>

teringin sgt nk jumpa prince.. nak kuar jalan sme2... huhu.. bler la ktorg ley jumpa ea... jeles kot tgk pairs kt KY nie... everyday jln sme2, mkn sme2, study sme2... ~jelez gler~ bey... wndu bey... huhu..

i think that's all i could write for now.. my head is spinning... till then.. tata :)

PRINCE, i love you so much.. hee... ;)

~ my beloved prince~

hEctIc daYs......

yesterday and today were really hectic... so many things to handle at the same time...

siyez pening glerrr... ~'.'~ a lot of works to be done... really need to cope with this situation... perhaps soon.. :)

ari nie test biology... ngan yakinnya ak menjawab pdhl ak xtaw btol ke x.. haha... mne tak nye, xsmpt nk revise btol2 smlm.. tp alhamdulillah bru abis chapter tu bbrpe ari yg lps... so it was still in memory.. i guess.. ~hee~.. sbb smlm, blek dari meeting Bangsawan, after all the painting needed to be done were finished, it was already about 11.15p.m... then, it as my chalet's turn to conduct the taklim held for the Diamonders... yeah!! DIAMOND best!!! although i didnt do anything, the feel being there was really strong... haha..

then, my beloved prince called... dont really know why

i missed him sooooooo much... ~flirty~ we talked bout 10 minutes, b4 i hurted his feeling... it wasnt my intent to do so... i'm sorry bey... :( i'm truly sorry dear for the last nyte... i should not make u like that... really2 sorry... i knew its my fault... i'm sorry... thank you for being able to withstand my behaviour...

td bersemangat nk bwat note biology for chapter 7, 6 and 5.. tp apakan daya diriku xmampu nk trosknnye smpy siap sbb mataku tlh hampir tertutup... huhu... ini adalah salah satu kesan mandi malam... yg memberi perasaan tenang dan bersedia utk TIDOW???ini adalah satu kelemahan mandi malam... so:

dont practise 'mandi malam' in your life.. this is a serious advice!!!

tbe2 tringat sal ila plak.. haha... ila2... terimbas kenangan lampau...
our moments together... eat together, study together...huhu.. really miss that time... haha... this is some pictures of us in KMKN..

~ ila, me, mud n intan ~

miss ya gurlz!

~ my former class: T1~

really mish u all.. :(

~ me with ila ~

td, prince nk kc picture via skype... tp xdpt.. sbb connection internet xberapa nk btol sgt... sedey... i had a short conversation with my beloved mom today... i asked where was her... she told me that seh was at ASTAKA with my littlest brother.. they were on their way to my mom's cousin's house to visit her.. she delivered a baby months ago... cant wait to see that baby... must be cute... huhu

talking bout baby, suddenly i remembered those moments during my job attachment in the labour room in Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah (HSNZ).. helping the doctors, nurses conducting the process of delivering babies... i hold a mother's hand... she looked deep into my eyes.. i could feel that she was asking me to help her to deliver her

baby... she hold my hand tightly... her husband was kind of anxious that time.. calmly, i whispered to her ordered her to inhale deeply and selawat... then, push the baby out... she did it!!! i was very happy.. my tears were nearly came out from my eyes... she cried and smiled to me... but that time, she was afraid taht her baby isnt safe as her baby didnt cry out as soon as he came out... fortunately, he is safe... i could still remember the baby's face... he's so cute and his look is so innocent... i'll always pray for them... amin... this strengthens my will to be a doctor... i hope it will be realised...

think that's all for now... till then..

...sayonara...

MISS my family so much = MISS you too BEY... love...

~ my beloved parents~

~ nur and him~

TiRed or TiEd??

pg2 td semangat la jgk g kls sbb breakfast ngan my favourite meal kt cnie: sausages, baked beans, and scrambled egg with orange juice.. i was amazed with myself as i didnt realize when the physics class was nearly ended coz b4 this, i alwiz wait for the time to finish it.. the class isnt boring but i was blurred.. hahha..

then, tyme practical bio td, experiment sal enzyme taw.. ngah fun bwat experiment, ttbe trkzut ak sbb ak rs ad org sandar blkg ak... ak pusing nk tgk la spe org nie kn... pusing2 ak tgk org tue adalah lelaki... hati ak trus said the word f***... mmg arr nk kne an... ske ati sandar blkg ak... ~shucks!!~

afta dat tros ak xde mood.. bengang kot.. da la xmnx maaf.. kureng tol... :$... prince kt k ryte now... sbb nk settle kn sal borg2 agreement tue la... jmpe uncle dia rseny...
with khairie, fiezul and fadzli... jelez gler kot sbb dorg nk g tgk movie lak.. huhu...
kt cnie, pnoh ngan kerja2 yg ntah bler dpt cyapkn... mlm nie, ad briefing ttg DOE (Duke Of Edinburgh)... ngan Bangsawan lg.. pening gler... esok lak, myb ad practical test physics...

ttbe lak teringat sal sorg kwn nie... a guy la... actually, he's a fiend of my cousin but then he's my friend too.. dia nie smokes... ari tue da janji la ngan cuz ak xnk smoke da.. sbb ari tue, dia kne wat surgery... ad blood clot ea.. xpsti la ap... mmg xske la ngan smokers nie.. bknnye ap... spe2 yg smoke nie sbnrnye is killing themselves and other people... lau dorg je xpe taw!! nie owg laen pon kne skali guk... aiyya... sory la spe2 yg smokes.. tp i hope u guys could stop... reduce it slowly... new resolutions..

ari jumaat nie brsmaan 29 jan 2010, ad test biology plak... transport in plants.. chemistry, bwu abis organic chemistry... ken ervise skrg guk!! AS bknnye lmbt lg, da dkt gler arr... cuak pk sal exam nie... huhu..

tp dinner ari nie KFC... smgt skit.. hehe...

egt hujung mgu nie nk kuar gi mid... tp tgk keadaan skrg, cm susah palk.. nk kuar.. huhhu.. da dwet elaun xmsuk ag.... POK LI, cptla masukkn dwet elaun.. huhu.. ktorg da kering nieyh.. hahaha...

all of these are 'tiring'.. hahha... tied??? tied to the works all the tyme... to this kind of situation... huhu.. eager to go home for this Chinese New Year... cabt wait for it.. sbb ad special day.. hehe..:)
life in kyuem?? its fun but ..... unexplainable...

ibu, abah... miss you sooo much...

love you prince... <3;p

mIxeD up!!! ~

today is MONDAY... people love to say that monday's blues happen (btol ke x?? pape je la.. lOlx~)tp ari nie kind of exhausted.. pnt gler2.... pg td kls start ngan physics...

in PHYSICS class, dr foord showed us the diffraction and interference of waves gne laser...

info tmbhn utk kami:

L - light

A - amplification

S - stimulated

E - emitted

R - radiation

besht sgt!! truja kowt.. haha... :P talking bout physics, last test was really bad... hancur kot..

tp hrp xdela trok sgt... huhu... teringat sal test nie sbb dr foord ckp nk diskus esok.. hahahaha..

then, kls IELTS with lovely mdm zaharah... she's soooooo kind... really understanding.. her grandson is really cute.. <3

dlm kls td, we were given task to create a POEM... theme: LOVE... bersempena the Valentine's Day..

teacher's intro about this was we need to give syazwan asyraf, the only guy in our class our poems... haha.. teacher was making jokes bout that... da la si asyraf nie stu group.. ttbe nk kne wat poem utk dia???? no way!! hell no~ then, teacher told us just make a poem to anyone who we love... mom, dad, husband, wife, sisters, brothers, friends... last but not least, boyfriend or girlfriend is also included... hee...( his favourite word? kot.. ~^^~)

now, the time for CHEMISTRY.... triple blocks.. we were done with experiments 1 and 2 during that hours... today's experiments were really fun... 'playing' with the chemical solutions... trying to guess or solve what cations and anion present... ~QUALITATIVE ANALYSIS~ love ya... huhu

our chemistry lecturer is miss aqilah... she's so friendly but sometimes we kinna afarid of her..

she loves to use high-pitched voice kot... haha.. tcer.. sory...:P

here it came... the STATISTICS math test.... felt so relieved when it's over... although didnt manage to answer all questions confidently, i felt satisfied with what i had done... :) abg 4flat xley marah... ;p but tomorrow's mornig, the PURE MATH test is waiting for us... da la awl2 pg... aiyyoooo... firmly hope that i'll manage to do it... God willing... :)

tp kn awl2 mse nk jwb test td, ktorg tergelak sbb miss aizan ckp " u may start now" pdhl ktorg blom dpt question booklet lg... haha.. sumer cm terpengong( ad ke word nie?? ~thinking~)

bgus gak arr kd gtu sbb kurang skit rse ke-nervous-an tu...

BIOLOGY... potometer.. mls bebenor bler tbe bab nie.. huhu... tp xley.. kne guk!!!

ari jumaat nie ad test on transport in plants... study nadya.... kter kne pulun la ea...

miss yatie ckp esok msuk tajuk bru da... kne la revise blek...

~ me wit mysara~

~ yaya with ashraf~

joce n radhi too...

~ klasmet bio: ifa n ummu~

MALAYSIAN STUDY subject sgt best wit mdm halijah as our lecturer.. she's so sporting... love to share opinions with us... tp kn stu je, tajuk individual project blom decide ag... ap ea??? ad idea x???

abis ngan sesi akademik 25 jan di kyuem...

start ngan aktiviti2 laen plak... bangsawan... backdrops... smbung blek keja cat-mengecat smlm.. best dowh bwat keja cmnie... pnt sikit la... but once, kte tgk hasil yg da cyap, bangga gler yg ktorg rupanye yg cat bnda tue.. ~hee

~ slh sorg painternye ;p~

~ tekun x bwat kerja??? ~

td ptg dgr ad meeting MCC mlm nie... tp nseb baek utk committee for bangsawan yg dipilih ari tu je... ak ngan sherah totally selamat sbb ktorg tyme ari tue kuar g tg malim... hahahaha..

ad hikmahNya kn??? ;)

think that's all i can nag today... sbb nk study math plak.. kang xpasei2 kantoi besok xke kcian... huhu.. xley sit paper math this sem plak.. so chowz... :P