CiE... and Between Choices

coming soon...

are you fully prepared, nadia?

i suggest nope.

why?

don't know.. haha

but i'll do my best revising all.. amin..

today, i feel kind off a bit down.

it's all because my IELTS band.

it's horrible. sangatlah teruk.

(tataw la YT akan warn ke x. huw)

~ must stand up again!~

my Malaysian study's quiz had been answered quite well although there were some questions that i wasn't able to answer them perfectly correct. i hope it also may gain mark. i want to reduce the must-get-score for my final. really pray that i'll be able to do it. :)

i really want to fly to UK!

i'm determined to do it.

absolutely flying with the scholarship not the loan.

that means i must achieve the flying colour results.

YT asks for 2A 1B. at least.

but most university will ask for 3As for medicine course, but 2A 1B for biomedicine.

Virologist? Cardiologist?

which one? perhaps the chosen one is the best for me. InsyaAllah.

it determines my life. thus i need to be confident in it.

right? :P

but, whatever i do, i'll do my best in it.

if it happens to you guys, you all will do the same as me right?

eternal? forever?

sherah prefer eternal.

what about you?

i hope to go to Leeds or Queen's Belfast or Southampton or Cardiff.

but they require 7.5 for each component in IELTS.

firmly pray and will put greater force and effort in it to achieve that.

Godwilling.

I miss you, my honey bear!

I LoVe You, Ibu and AbaH

Adib latest. plus2

just now, i had a conversation with one of my besties, yana. she told me about adib's condition. she said that she got the news via adib's sis.

adib has a good progress. he had hold his mom's hand and also moved his feet fingers. it's not a big movement but that little act from adib give us a fresh hope. hoping he'll be as healthy as before. amin. Allah can do what He wish to do and no one will be able to change His decision. and what He'll do is the very best for us. InsyaALLAH.

adib...

all of us are waiting for you..

you can do it friend..

You are strong, and yo can endure it.

i believe in you.

you can do it.

insyaAllah.. :)

tgl less than 2 weeks for Pure Math and Biology paper 2. and so many events are upcoming. hope that i can cope with it. i hope that i've the so-called-full-confidence to do that event. hope that the real Diamond will be back.

before that, ak xske la ngan perangai manusia yg ske sgt jeles ngan owg laen nie. bengang tol!

da pakse2 ak masuk, ak da try wat yg terbaik, then pehal ko nk wat muka ngan ak plak???

xpuas ati ckp je la.. xperlu la nk wat muka ngan ak.. ak xtolong t ko ckp belakang guk.. please la weyh.. ak xnk pon lawan ngan ko. ak cme nak bahagiakn hidup ak je. stkt yang ak taw ak xpernah susahkan idop ko! so please la... behave yourself. bknnye nk ucap terima kasih kat ak. ko wat muke lagik ad la.. ko egt ko pgg jwtn tgi, bley maen arah2 je ke? tolong la weyh.. ak xde ati la tgk perangai ko cenggitu... sory to say la..

kay la.. malas da ak nk merepek.... off dulu yer...

dear love,

aishiteru

WoRds

today, i feel something wrong with me. i don't know whether it is influenced by people surrounds me or it's just myself. i feel like to cry. even there's no reason for it. i just feel to do so. how silly i am right?

i saw fiezul's status on his facebook telling that love people who loves you.

sometimes, i do agree with the saying which goes,

" love people who loves you

is far more better to love someone who doesn't love you."

yeah. because loving person who didn't love us is very tiring.

plus it does make us feel sick at all the time.

so go, search someone who really loves you as who you are.

as it is more worth it for us to love that kind of person. >_<

(it's nothing to do with me at all, just simple thought of mind)

words.

they play a very important role in throughout the life.

they are not just on the paper. they are also in our daily communication.

with words, communication between people will be more lively.

with words also, the communication will turn horrible.

with words too, people can show their love.

with words again, the people can show their hatred or anger.

what such strong power the words have. really powerful right?

and now. i want to share my thoughts about words and written in the words.

i think that words can give so many impressions to others.

with the words we use to talk, to text or even to blog, it does matter.

this can be so much important if we face the real words.

so many harsh words are currently used in the daily conversation.

i don't know how to change it because i'm also one of those people.

and i'm not happy to admit that i'm a person who is very sensitive to the words used.

maybe with a word said, it might make me crying like a baby or

with a word too, it can make me feel so happy and loved.

one word can change the whole atmosphere.

it's my view to the WORD.

i don't know what about you guys..

but the important is we use words to make it real right?

that's all. be happy always. keep smiling everyone.

endure the whatever tests you are facing.

Allah will always be with us.

^.^

Adib..

tgl beberapa ari je lagi observation ke atas adib akan dipantau. ni dapat info dari kwn2. peluang adib untuk idop 30-70. and kalau dia idup, kemungkinan besar dia akan koma sepanjang hidup ataupun separuh koma. dia mengalami pendarahan dalam otak yang sangat teruk. yg nie sye dapat dari blog anati. dia ckp bahawa tyme dia g tengok adib, dada adib berlekuk, nmpk sgt kesengsaraan adib utk bernafas.

Ya Allah..

bantulah muhamad adib aiman...

berikanlah kekuatan kepada dirinya...

sesungguhnya hanya Kau ya Allah mampu menolong kami pada saat-saat ini.

kisahnye sangat tragis. adib tercampak dari seat dia via the front mirror. he fell onto the road with his head first. he suffered severe brain haemorrhage till dia py tempurung kepala terpaksa dibuka. akibat his brain was really swollen. even though i'm not his very close friends, i do feel the atmosphere. i can't imagine losing him. he's one of bestest friends we have. and i don't wanna lose him. neither other friends nor his beloved family.

friends... please... pray for him too... please...

adib...

please wake up..

we know that you are strong...

this is the test from Allah...

be strong... come back to us, adib...

your family and friends really need you..

do be with us adib...

~ this is adib~ pray for him...

Adib, wake up. please..

just now, my close friend called me. jimie told me that adib is currently in critical state. he told me that the doctor said that he only has about one week. onlt Allah can help him now.

adib, muhamad adib aiman is my former friend. we knew since primary school. even i'm not so close to him, we still did contact each other. he seldom came to my house during festivals. i admitted that my friends and him are very close. jimie is one of his closest friends. hanging out together. i did feel really sad about his condition. he's coma. he suffers internal bleeding. non-stop.

tolong doakan adib selamat ye.

kami masih memerlukan dia.

lebih2 lagi keluarga dia.

Sweet.

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Tetiba je malam nie bce love stories.. i'm touched by this story.. really sweet..

hope the love we have lasts forever.. Godwilling...

see you... :P