DrEaMs cOme tRuE???

could the dreams symbolize something in our life? cud it be any clue for the future? could something in dreams happen exactly the same in the real life? dont know whether it is a FACT or a MYTH.. ~wondering~

dpt idea nk tulis nie sbb ak jatuh smlm tyme nk kemas2 brg backdrops... skit gler.. tgn ak luka.. dalam guk arr... ntahla... xley nk duduk btol2.. sket sblh kiri.. esok egt nk g jumpa matron.. want to ask her if she can bring me to any 'tukang urut'... xtahan la.. smlm xley tdo!! pkul 5.30 kot bru terlelap... bdn ak pown rs cm xsehat...panas2 sejuk... kepala pown cm berat semacam je... xnk demam... ad diskusi malaysian study, physics... chemistry nk msuk chapter baru plak... biology ad test lagi... chapter protein synthesis.. last sem py tajuk... abisla cmnie.. da la tyme tu mmg

xfokus lgsg.. pk umah je... :(

it is lucky for me as i don't need to go to the New Block ( place for all the thing for Bangsawan are done)... thanx kak pika... :) i'll help u guys if i feel better... right now, i am laying 'cosily' on my bed with beybey beside me... i can't lose beybey coz he is a gift from my prince.. <3>

teringin sgt nk jumpa prince.. nak kuar jalan sme2... huhu.. bler la ktorg ley jumpa ea... jeles kot tgk pairs kt KY nie... everyday jln sme2, mkn sme2, study sme2... ~jelez gler~ bey... wndu bey... huhu..

i think that's all i could write for now.. my head is spinning... till then.. tata :)

PRINCE, i love you so much.. hee... ;)

~ my beloved prince~

hEctIc daYs......

yesterday and today were really hectic... so many things to handle at the same time...

siyez pening glerrr... ~'.'~ a lot of works to be done... really need to cope with this situation... perhaps soon.. :)

ari nie test biology... ngan yakinnya ak menjawab pdhl ak xtaw btol ke x.. haha... mne tak nye, xsmpt nk revise btol2 smlm.. tp alhamdulillah bru abis chapter tu bbrpe ari yg lps... so it was still in memory.. i guess.. ~hee~.. sbb smlm, blek dari meeting Bangsawan, after all the painting needed to be done were finished, it was already about 11.15p.m... then, it as my chalet's turn to conduct the taklim held for the Diamonders... yeah!! DIAMOND best!!! although i didnt do anything, the feel being there was really strong... haha..

then, my beloved prince called... dont really know why

i missed him sooooooo much... ~flirty~ we talked bout 10 minutes, b4 i hurted his feeling... it wasnt my intent to do so... i'm sorry bey... :( i'm truly sorry dear for the last nyte... i should not make u like that... really2 sorry... i knew its my fault... i'm sorry... thank you for being able to withstand my behaviour...

td bersemangat nk bwat note biology for chapter 7, 6 and 5.. tp apakan daya diriku xmampu nk trosknnye smpy siap sbb mataku tlh hampir tertutup... huhu... ini adalah salah satu kesan mandi malam... yg memberi perasaan tenang dan bersedia utk TIDOW???ini adalah satu kelemahan mandi malam... so:

dont practise 'mandi malam' in your life.. this is a serious advice!!!

tbe2 tringat sal ila plak.. haha... ila2... terimbas kenangan lampau...
our moments together... eat together, study together...huhu.. really miss that time... haha... this is some pictures of us in KMKN..

~ ila, me, mud n intan ~

miss ya gurlz!

~ my former class: T1~

really mish u all.. :(

~ me with ila ~

td, prince nk kc picture via skype... tp xdpt.. sbb connection internet xberapa nk btol sgt... sedey... i had a short conversation with my beloved mom today... i asked where was her... she told me that seh was at ASTAKA with my littlest brother.. they were on their way to my mom's cousin's house to visit her.. she delivered a baby months ago... cant wait to see that baby... must be cute... huhu

talking bout baby, suddenly i remembered those moments during my job attachment in the labour room in Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah (HSNZ).. helping the doctors, nurses conducting the process of delivering babies... i hold a mother's hand... she looked deep into my eyes.. i could feel that she was asking me to help her to deliver her

baby... she hold my hand tightly... her husband was kind of anxious that time.. calmly, i whispered to her ordered her to inhale deeply and selawat... then, push the baby out... she did it!!! i was very happy.. my tears were nearly came out from my eyes... she cried and smiled to me... but that time, she was afraid taht her baby isnt safe as her baby didnt cry out as soon as he came out... fortunately, he is safe... i could still remember the baby's face... he's so cute and his look is so innocent... i'll always pray for them... amin... this strengthens my will to be a doctor... i hope it will be realised...

think that's all for now... till then..

...sayonara...

MISS my family so much = MISS you too BEY... love...

~ my beloved parents~

~ nur and him~

TiRed or TiEd??

pg2 td semangat la jgk g kls sbb breakfast ngan my favourite meal kt cnie: sausages, baked beans, and scrambled egg with orange juice.. i was amazed with myself as i didnt realize when the physics class was nearly ended coz b4 this, i alwiz wait for the time to finish it.. the class isnt boring but i was blurred.. hahha..

then, tyme practical bio td, experiment sal enzyme taw.. ngah fun bwat experiment, ttbe trkzut ak sbb ak rs ad org sandar blkg ak... ak pusing nk tgk la spe org nie kn... pusing2 ak tgk org tue adalah lelaki... hati ak trus said the word f***... mmg arr nk kne an... ske ati sandar blkg ak... ~shucks!!~

afta dat tros ak xde mood.. bengang kot.. da la xmnx maaf.. kureng tol... :$... prince kt k ryte now... sbb nk settle kn sal borg2 agreement tue la... jmpe uncle dia rseny...
with khairie, fiezul and fadzli... jelez gler kot sbb dorg nk g tgk movie lak.. huhu...
kt cnie, pnoh ngan kerja2 yg ntah bler dpt cyapkn... mlm nie, ad briefing ttg DOE (Duke Of Edinburgh)... ngan Bangsawan lg.. pening gler... esok lak, myb ad practical test physics...

ttbe lak teringat sal sorg kwn nie... a guy la... actually, he's a fiend of my cousin but then he's my friend too.. dia nie smokes... ari tue da janji la ngan cuz ak xnk smoke da.. sbb ari tue, dia kne wat surgery... ad blood clot ea.. xpsti la ap... mmg xske la ngan smokers nie.. bknnye ap... spe2 yg smoke nie sbnrnye is killing themselves and other people... lau dorg je xpe taw!! nie owg laen pon kne skali guk... aiyya... sory la spe2 yg smokes.. tp i hope u guys could stop... reduce it slowly... new resolutions..

ari jumaat nie brsmaan 29 jan 2010, ad test biology plak... transport in plants.. chemistry, bwu abis organic chemistry... ken ervise skrg guk!! AS bknnye lmbt lg, da dkt gler arr... cuak pk sal exam nie... huhu..

tp dinner ari nie KFC... smgt skit.. hehe...

egt hujung mgu nie nk kuar gi mid... tp tgk keadaan skrg, cm susah palk.. nk kuar.. huhhu.. da dwet elaun xmsuk ag.... POK LI, cptla masukkn dwet elaun.. huhu.. ktorg da kering nieyh.. hahaha...

all of these are 'tiring'.. hahha... tied??? tied to the works all the tyme... to this kind of situation... huhu.. eager to go home for this Chinese New Year... cabt wait for it.. sbb ad special day.. hehe..:)
life in kyuem?? its fun but ..... unexplainable...

ibu, abah... miss you sooo much...

love you prince... <3;p

mIxeD up!!! ~

today is MONDAY... people love to say that monday's blues happen (btol ke x?? pape je la.. lOlx~)tp ari nie kind of exhausted.. pnt gler2.... pg td kls start ngan physics...

in PHYSICS class, dr foord showed us the diffraction and interference of waves gne laser...

info tmbhn utk kami:

L - light

A - amplification

S - stimulated

E - emitted

R - radiation

besht sgt!! truja kowt.. haha... :P talking bout physics, last test was really bad... hancur kot..

tp hrp xdela trok sgt... huhu... teringat sal test nie sbb dr foord ckp nk diskus esok.. hahahaha..

then, kls IELTS with lovely mdm zaharah... she's soooooo kind... really understanding.. her grandson is really cute.. <3

dlm kls td, we were given task to create a POEM... theme: LOVE... bersempena the Valentine's Day..

teacher's intro about this was we need to give syazwan asyraf, the only guy in our class our poems... haha.. teacher was making jokes bout that... da la si asyraf nie stu group.. ttbe nk kne wat poem utk dia???? no way!! hell no~ then, teacher told us just make a poem to anyone who we love... mom, dad, husband, wife, sisters, brothers, friends... last but not least, boyfriend or girlfriend is also included... hee...( his favourite word? kot.. ~^^~)

now, the time for CHEMISTRY.... triple blocks.. we were done with experiments 1 and 2 during that hours... today's experiments were really fun... 'playing' with the chemical solutions... trying to guess or solve what cations and anion present... ~QUALITATIVE ANALYSIS~ love ya... huhu

our chemistry lecturer is miss aqilah... she's so friendly but sometimes we kinna afarid of her..

she loves to use high-pitched voice kot... haha.. tcer.. sory...:P

here it came... the STATISTICS math test.... felt so relieved when it's over... although didnt manage to answer all questions confidently, i felt satisfied with what i had done... :) abg 4flat xley marah... ;p but tomorrow's mornig, the PURE MATH test is waiting for us... da la awl2 pg... aiyyoooo... firmly hope that i'll manage to do it... God willing... :)

tp kn awl2 mse nk jwb test td, ktorg tergelak sbb miss aizan ckp " u may start now" pdhl ktorg blom dpt question booklet lg... haha.. sumer cm terpengong( ad ke word nie?? ~thinking~)

bgus gak arr kd gtu sbb kurang skit rse ke-nervous-an tu...

BIOLOGY... potometer.. mls bebenor bler tbe bab nie.. huhu... tp xley.. kne guk!!!

ari jumaat nie ad test on transport in plants... study nadya.... kter kne pulun la ea...

miss yatie ckp esok msuk tajuk bru da... kne la revise blek...

~ me wit mysara~

~ yaya with ashraf~

joce n radhi too...

~ klasmet bio: ifa n ummu~

MALAYSIAN STUDY subject sgt best wit mdm halijah as our lecturer.. she's so sporting... love to share opinions with us... tp kn stu je, tajuk individual project blom decide ag... ap ea??? ad idea x???

abis ngan sesi akademik 25 jan di kyuem...

start ngan aktiviti2 laen plak... bangsawan... backdrops... smbung blek keja cat-mengecat smlm.. best dowh bwat keja cmnie... pnt sikit la... but once, kte tgk hasil yg da cyap, bangga gler yg ktorg rupanye yg cat bnda tue.. ~hee

~ slh sorg painternye ;p~

~ tekun x bwat kerja??? ~

td ptg dgr ad meeting MCC mlm nie... tp nseb baek utk committee for bangsawan yg dipilih ari tu je... ak ngan sherah totally selamat sbb ktorg tyme ari tue kuar g tg malim... hahahaha..

ad hikmahNya kn??? ;)

think that's all i can nag today... sbb nk study math plak.. kang xpasei2 kantoi besok xke kcian... huhu.. xley sit paper math this sem plak.. so chowz... :P

rEorGaniZing mYseLf...

just now, prince called me... i'm sorry dear for making u upset... i didn't mean to hurt ur feeling dear... i'm so sorry... i was being so childish... i hope i know you as who you are love... why did suddenly it becomes like this??? i hate myself for giving you such troubles.. hope u'll forgive me...

~ love you soo much~

prince...

maybe this all happen bcoz of me...

coz badly missing you...

perhaps

you miss me too...

some words reminded me of you bey... this really meant for you...

there's only one thing to do

three words for you I love you

there's only one way to say

those three words and that's what i'll do,

I LOVE YOU

i miss you.. i know you are so busy with your works... but i'm sorry... i do love you.. always do...

enough of that...

now, i need to study my MATHEMATICS-Stats... juzt now, i realised that tomorrow, i got physics, chemistry, math, biology, n malaysian study... physics ( waves~ read roughly ), chemistry( practical dowh~ two experiments... no way!!), math( the SCREENING TEST), biology(new chapter??), malaysian study( submission of title for individual project- a

p ea?? ~)

aduyai... poning eden... huhu

~ tiga buku daripada ini perlu dibaca olehku mlm nie ~

tyme2 cmnie la, minda nie terbang melayang memikirkan famili terchenta... ibu....abah... i miss you two.... really lotz.. wanna hug you... huhu... counting seconds for the CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAY... wndu gler kt adik.... nk jmpe dia... huhu...even slalu gado2, dia jgk la yg fhm ttg diriku yg sbnr... hahaha... :P cmner la dia kt asram

a dia tue ea... da lame xckp ngan adik... lau la bley, nk je ak swuh adik bwk je phone ke asrama...

haha.. langgar rule... tp for sure la, ibu xkc... susah lau gtue... da la blek pown bpe bulan skali... nk kol pown ssh...

~ my beloved bro: zulqarnain~

td da ckp ngan dia... sowie bey... habiskn kedit bey... maaf ea... jgn marah lg ea... agak2 bey bce ke x ea??

hahha

hope dia bce... i miss you loadz.. hehehehe .. love

think that's all... my abang 4 flat da mrah.. dia swuh sy study... haha... okay2... that's all kot...

tHinKing of so Many Things....

today, feeling so eager to blogging.. haha... my chaletmate is my blogging's teacher..

credit to her...

~nie la sherah, hehe :P~

ari nie, ad painting n touch-up session for the Bangsawan... really feel the pressure.. aiyya...

the Bangsawan is coming soon... before the CNY holiday... talking bout the CNY, i feel so HAPPY to say that our beloved YT will fetch us here.. heee... ( jimat dwet RM 100+ :>)

love YT.. thanx pok li... <3

prince bgn lewat ari nie... dorg blek dri gadek hot springs pkul 1 pagi kot last nyte.. (info: dri fiezul).. huhu.. penat kowt... blek micet dri kl afta maghrib then out to gadek hot springs plak

tue.. enjoy je keja... ~jeles gler~

~ my beyloved beybey~

kt cnie, in kyuem, located in our lembah beringin, there's soooo much activities and events... really need rest... da la esok ptg screening test stats... sdp je blogging pdhl xstdy lg nieyh... haha..

;p yg jd bz sgt sbb:

1. The screening test MATH ( Pure n Stats)

2. Bangsawan..... ( House )

3. Malay Cultural Club- organizing the Bangsawan... huhu

4. MCC lagi ~ Dikir Barat competition in March (decorations)

5. Fundraising :- house trip to PULAU TIOMAN

-MCC lgk.. hahaha

6. Our trial exam in April

7. the AS exams in May/ June... ~sigh~

those are roughly listed the events that will be faced by me n other students in Batch 12 or the July 2009 intake... chaiyyouk... u guys... jom strive sme2.. hehe...

but i miss u prince spiderman...

~ missing him soo much~

plan nk hangout wit yuni, jack n others kot mgu dpn... tp xtaw jd ke x.... bowink la duk dlm chalet je.. asyik tdo n on9 n homework je.. huhu..need some refreshing, energetic life!! haha

the FirSt post.^^

just create this blog... inspired by mud, the owner of kismisbiru...

really inspired when she wrote bout her feelings... i felt something creeps into my heart as i read her posts..

thats the moment when a thought of having a blog is good for me...

i cud share with people what i'm thinking, what did i feel...

hoho.. ~^^~

feeling rather excited to blogging after this...