reAlisEd...

today is present ryte? but some time had already passed. for me, today is a gift. we are still given the opportunity to live in His world. to worship Him. but do we realize that most of our tyme is used to the 'duniawi' things? it shouldn't happen like this. we are Muslims. so we must know our responsiblities towards Allah. this is kind of reminding myself too.. sometimes, it's hard for us to wake up for Subuh but did we realize if He wants us to 'blackout' certainly we'll be. we should be thankful and grateful to Him as we are still alive. let's us together try to change.. OK? :)

insyaAllah...

ari nie, ak ad test physics on waves and also practical test. alhamdulillah. even though my practical was kind of 'short of time'. but this is test = practice. practice makes perfect! one phrase that always keep motivating me. yeah.. i miss Sir Santhaana and Cgu Maryam so much... really miss them..

Sir Santhaana is a good friend to me. he did really care about me. i do really want to see him and his family. he has a son and a daughter. really cute!!! ( best kn lau ad baby) ^^

he was my former English teacher. he is really close to me. every time, he rides his bike passes my house, dia akan hon. haha.. lau jmpe ktorg kt mner2 pon, dia akan hon.. kuang3..

his wife is really sweet and gorgeous.. her name is Guneswari. now they are staying in Ipoh as both of them are working there as teachers.. dia nie my former hockey coach jgk.. tyme final match bler tah, ak nk msuk jgk ngan kaki ak tgh sakit. ak mmg mnx btol2 arr ngan sir tyme tue.. akhirnye dia msukkn guk.. da lme xmaen hoki.. ntah ad lagi ke x skills ak sbg attacker.. haha

napa la kolej nie ad alternate saturday as a working day... lau x, ley guk ak balik ganu cuti 3 ari nie.. xpon balik ayer keroh... ak ngan cuzin a.k.a kakna ak da plan mcm2 da nk bwat lau g melaka.. last2 xdpt... sedeyhnye! kakna.. yong minx maaf.. kem slm kt org laen yep.. haha

td, DIAMOND won against sapphire... bangga dowh!! haha.. then wlpon ktorg kalah ngan topaz, tp xbyk sgtla.. 25-21.. but that was a great match.. imagine that topaz has players who are really volleyball players but we, Diamonders are really lacking in the sports or players... but the important is we have the amazing teamwork.. yeah!! I LOVE DIAMOND!

yg jd bestnye, ktorg byk mendahului topaz tyme tue.. seronok sgt... ktorg kt cnie mmg House-ism sgt2.. tp ktorg rapat je ngan house lain lau xde event.. tp lau ad event, kwn jd lawan tue.. hahaha :P

kay la... penat daa... haha.. next time lak ea... bubbye!

love you dear

The PosTpoNed piCturEs

~ me with ummu in the bus~

bosan dlm bus. apa lagi.. snap arr gambar! kn?? lau dlu, ngan NOORA SYAMILLA DARMAWAN, lagi la.. mcm2 posing dowh. setiap events ad je pictures.. miss u ila. :p

~ dua orang yg bajet~ :P

(harris n harinn)

this two boys were previously in my induction group. of course we are the DIAMONDERS!!! and harinn is our PRESIDENT for the SC. dorg nie bley dikatakan T's big fans la... haha.. sbnrnye, dorn nie ske mengskandalkn diriku dgn 'a creature' mentioned in last post. mmg kureng arr... da byk kli kne warn ngan ak.. hehe :P

~ assakir's smiling?~

talking about assakir or simply called 'sakir', he's very active. his opinions are usually worth-trying. he's the choreographer for the last Bangsawan. he's in the same Malaysian Studies class as me. block 5. he's really good at history, i think. and not to forget, he's from KEDAH too. same as my bey. haha. :P

~ wit my chaletmates~

( p/s: ktorg satu tutorial group. both of them will be doing PHARMACY)

~ mas, me and pika~

sherah and pika will be doing Pharmacy in UK. they are also sponsored by my beloved Yayasan Terengganu same as me. so my chalet, L-15 consists of three YT students and a private student, Mas who will do her Business degree in UK or Aussie. up to her. she wants to apply for scholar too with her exam results. wish she gets it. :)

~ our group = the cute gurls :P ~

( sherah, me, najwa, pika, ain, ummu )

our tutorial group is specially allocating the doctors, pharmacist and biologist. most of us are taking all sciences subjects. we are hoping that we'll get good conditional offers from universities. really hopes for it.

~ nie plak the winning group = opponent~

( acap, harris, azman, harinn, ASSAKIR, ames)

info: assakir wasn't in the group

this group allocates the engineers-to-be. except sakir who's in our tutorial. opposing us, they take the Further Math whereas us are doing the Biology. Further Math vs Biology. :P

~ while waiting for the bus~

acap isnt in our batch. he's younger than us. he's in batch 12.5. but he's a really friendly person so he didn't have the difficulties to set him in among us. and he also played the 'tabib' part during Bangsawan. his trademark," Tuanku. beza manusia.. hanya takwa." hahha.. really fun!

~kt restoran~

( xpasan pon ad camera ngah snap)

fokus cam= ummu!

nie plak keysah si ummu ngan action minum air dia. haha.. ni ain yang snap. tataw la cmner ak ley kelihatan seperti memandang kamera. walhal ak xperasan pon. haha.. tyme nie, ktorg ngah tgu makanan ktorg yg Mr Beadsworth belanja tu. mlm tu, mkn nasi goreng yg ada udang. ad UDANG! tp ak melantak guk. sebabnye, ak lapar sgt. ak baru terfikir napa ad bintik2 merah kt certain parts of my body. rupanya alkisah si udang nie.. aiyyo...

kay la... ak rasa setakat nie la sal pixs nie. ak nk bersemayam. haha.. tata..

sayonara, frenz...

bey... lourve you! mwahx!

~ love you, dear~

weak.

today, i felt so weak. felt helpless. my heart cried in its own rhythm. i don't know what it's for. but i admit i feel so sad and lonely. i felt so rejected. (xde kaitan ngan my love) perhaps it's nothing. just my own bad intuition. i supposed it to be like that. i don't want to be rejected. just my own feeling. there's nothing that can prove i was rejected. so NADIA don't be prejudice. strive for the infinite excellence. yeah!! come on dear. i need you! <3

sherah isn't feeling well. do have rest okay. you will need to be really fit this sem. you can do it friend. just call me if you need help. i'm just in the next room. :P

another thing to worry about. my COUGH ! it is not getting better. what things that i can do to reduce it. it's really disturbing. i can't sleep very well due to this. this cough really like to play with me. i haven't drink ice for weeks. i did consume the lozenges. but why this cough doesn't go away from me??? did it really love my throat? no way! please, cough. :(

just came back from MCC meeting. discussed about the coming

Inter-House Dikir Barat and Traditional Dance Competition.

and sad to say, Mdm Halijah didn't allow the members to be involved in the Houses' team.

i want to dance. i miss dancing so much.

absolutely missing it. nk masuk dance!! huhu.

last i was on the stage for the traditional dance in Form 3 in Kuala Krai MJSC.

in TGB, the girls wouldn't have the opportunity to involve in the performance either dancing or singing; if not, there will be huge CONTROVERSY.

i am still a dance lover. perhaps i'll be in it again in the future. oh, dance.. how i miss you.

tomorrow, my class will start at 9. this means that i'll be able to sleep for longer time. :P back to academic things, i felt horrible when i did my organic chemistry test yesterday. i didn't understand what the questions want. i bet my marks will be a nightmare too. :P this will not last longer. i'll try my very best to overcome this, teacher. pray for me okay. :)

almost forgotten! i had not uploaded the pictures when i went for the bowling that day. ain and najwa said they are addicted to the bowling too. 'kinna'. so eager to go there again and want to challenge that group! wait for us, guys. you'll see these cute girls winning against you all. HAHAHAHA~evil laugh~ ^^

ILY nazmi

miss you ibu

love abah

Love

LOVE
is something abstract. subjective. infinite.
But for sure, it does exist... LOVE = sayang, ryte? but what does the word CINTA stands for?
cinta= LOVE? because films always have the , " saya cintakan awak = i love you."
so does it mean LOVE = cinta?
if sayang, i do know how did it feels. for cinta, i always wonder about it, thinking is it only a word to replace sayang or it carry something specific meaning. ~*_*~

Don't know why right now i'm feeling to write about this word. Someone once asked me what did i think about the word CINTA. and i absolutely have no idea to talk about this word. but then, i agreed with that beloved person that SAYANG is far much better word to express the feeling. and saya sgt SAYANG akan awak. :) sincere from my heart. <3

today, i let my mind to think about so many thing that might happen in the future. i keep it to be insane as there are so many things those are still not sure. AS examination, predicted grades, conditional offers, A2 examination, and university placements. these are sure to happen but my place is not sure yet. it's really making me shivered. (".) i don't want to be negative in thinking but i felt that way! and i don't want to be that way. right now,
i badly need friends.
 i need you guys to accompany me.
i need supports.
i need motivation to keep me in tracks.
i need to be in the right path. i need to be in phase with others.
i need it.

LOVE = FRIENDSHIP?

this reminds me of the Kuch Kuch Hota Hai film. Rahul once said," love is friendship." ( absolutely in Hindi )
without friendship, there's no love.

 person who i love is my lover. 

he's my truly best friend. 

he's my brother. 

he's my heart.

he's my laugh. 

he's my leader to the right way.

 and 

he's my everything.

thank you dear for being my Love.

LOVE
what is it actually? it's different for each person. but there's a similarity all of us have about love. love is connecting people.yes, it is. connecting the world. the same goes to ISLAM. we are connected to each other. even though we are from different countries, different races yet we are relatives. thinking again about this, something big is currently happening in our world. our relatives are in trouble. they are helpless. i do respect to those who are so brave sacrificing themselves to bring up the truth. Masya-Allah. they posses the JIHAD.  how i wish that i have the spirit too.

i think that's all for now. i hope that we are heading the right way. Insya-Allah. amin.

luve n miss u, dear

ILY ibu, abah

BowLiNg NyTE...

last nyte, i went to Bukit Beruntong.. my tutorial group, whose tutor is Mrs Cherry Beadsworth, with the other groups of Mr Beadsworth a.k.a Mr B and also Mr Boler's tutorial group... most of Mrs B's tutees including me didnt know how to play BOWLING... yeah.. it's a competition between 5 groups... mmg hancos la ktorg... but we did enjoy ourselves especially ME!! haha...

through out the time at the bowling place, some sweet memorable moments popped out in my mind... i think i might be smiling all the time there... look like an insane?? hahaha... :P mesti la tersenyum mengimbau masa yang lalu... going to bowling place with prince but i've no idea at all how to play it! haha... finally, prince yg maen for both players( me and himself) for two games... pity prince.. sory dear.. ;p
[pictures will be uploaded in other post, (^.^)]

cter sal smlm kat bowling 'centre' tu... our group consisted of Najwa, Ain, Dya(me), Sherah, Pika and Ummu... and all of us mmg xreti maen... haha... group yg menang tu plak, tutees Mr B.. they are Acap, Ames, Harinn, Harris and Azman.. dorg da la terror maen.. beza gler arr ngan group ktorg... tp yg penting teamwork!! kn??? bak kata wonderpet,

" apa yang penting, KERJASAMA..."

agree...tp kan Assakir lagi hebat...dia dpt score 116 compared to each individual score members from the wiining group... dorg py rata2 9o lebey je... hehehe... no offense! :P
mula2 maen bowling smlm, mmg langsung xde smgt arr.. da la ngan ibu jariku yg sakit... still biru disebabkan volleyball yg juga ak tidak pakar dalam permainan ini... haha... tp after start maen, rasa cm xley berhenti plak.. kuang3x... game 1st ktorg 2nd last... game 2nd ktorg last.. hahha... but never mind... it's an amazing experience... and i wish i can play it again in the future... wanna improve myself in this bowling.. hehe

after tu, ktorg gi mkn... lapar gler tyme tue... byg arr, mkn dlm pkul 9 kot... biasanye ktorg dinner pkul 7 lebey... padahal dua jam je pon beza... tp ntah mengapa perutku asyik mendendangkan pelbagai irama meminta ia diisi... haha... tetapi penantianku sgt berbaloi... hal ini disebabkan Mr B belanja ktorg... seriously sgt la kenyang... ALHAMDULILLAH.. :)

that trip was really fun but my mood was spoiled by ' a creature'... it isnt that i hate him but he is really getting me irritated... what's the problem with him??? i didnt do anything wrong towards you, okay... so please dont be a bothersome to me... let me live in peace... please...

Last but not least, as my other posts, the ending must be related to my love, ryte?? hehe... sorry to this blog readers, but i love you all too.. ;)

PRINCE SPIDERMAN a.k.a bey,

i love you so much... you must fulfil your promises okay? hee ;p counting the seconds... waiting the moment to meet you... really miss you.. yes! I DO MISS YOU... <3

wo ai nie, prince...

RaNdOm StoRies...

i have so many things to share with you all.. but the college connection here is very jealous towards me.. haha.. :P so i decided to use my broadband even its connection is very 'fast' like a snail... but i do feel so grateful as long as i can surf the internet... yeah, that's one point...

BE GRATEFUL WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE.

second story was inspired by my beloved prince ( bangga x?, hehe )... last nyte, every 6 minutes, we talked to each other for 6 minutes... hahaha... this is because prince was watching the Mega Movie : Herbie... no one can disturb him watching the movies.. haha.. ~joking~ then, for every break, he called me.. and back to his movie when it resumed.. taw2 la tv3 kn byk iklan... lau 2 jam citer tue mean 1 jam je kot citer... yg lain iklan.. haha... really metaphore.. hyperbola pon ad.. kuang3x... terasa nk citer sal nie sbb i felt so happy!.. thanks dear.. cm sweet pon ad... :P
2nd point is:

NO NEED FOR HUGE SURPRISES TO BE HAPPY. :)

next is about my days in KYUEM... next two weeks are going to be so busy for me and also some other KYUEMIANs... as for me, i'll be having:

1. Physics test - WAVES
2. Malaysian Studies quiz
3. Biology tests - TRaNSPORT IN MAMMALS n DNA ( myb )
4. Presentation Malaysian Studies - Dadah
5. Submission of individual written project - ! Malaysia
6. Decorations for InterHouse Dikir Barat + Tarian Tradisional

sgt2 cuak bler pikirkan our trial is just around the corner...

YA ALLAH...

bantulah hambaMu ini...
berkatilah perjuangan kami semua Ya ALLAH...
berikanlah kami kejayaan dunia dan akhirat...
amin..

jom... kite sme2 bergerak menuju ke arah kebaikan... :)

( ak xsentuh langsung lagi sal written project tue... haha)
3rd point:

WORK HARD AND SMART TO ACHIEVE THE BEST

D- Doa
U- Usaha
I- Ikhtiar
T- Tawakal

next in line of my stories is a tale about a pair of lovers... once upon a time, there was a sweet boy and a cute girl living in this real world... this sweet boy called H ( cm M dalam cter James Bond lak) was really mischievous.. he was deeply passionate in teasing people... he really loved to tease people especially girls... absolute a naughty boy... this cute girl named D was very polite and quiet... she didnt like boys teasing others including H... she was wondering why the other girls admired H so much... it is fated that H and D were in love... D loves H and H loves D... there was a moment that D had cried so lot thinking that she will be apart from H... her friends did try to calm her but it didn't work... she put her trust in H and she will love H as long as she breathes in this world... the same goes to H... they are very sweet... i think this pair are very loyal to each other and will end up living together... now, the latest news about this lovers is they are currently being apart from each other due to study... ( same goes to me and prince)... they are missing each other... terlupe plak ad satu citer klkr sal kapel nie... nie citer btol taw.. D nie pnh nangis gler2 la apabila a security guard dtg smbil marah2 D n H tgh dating... dgn emonye, D ckp dia taw bnda yg D and H = "dating" tu salah... tapi after this dorg mmg ssh nk jmpe da... pak guard tu terkezut gler tgk si D ni nangis trok gtu... ak taw cter nie dari mulut si D nie sendiri... D nie adalah my best friend... D nie ckp dia berazam nk tunjuk yg satu hari 6t D n H akan kahwin jugak... dorg decided to send the invitation card to the particular guard... nie adalah cdgn dari H, D kctaw... semoga perjalanan hidup dan perhubungan D dan H kekal ke akhir hayat... amin...
4th point:

TRUE LOVE?
INSYAALLAH... BELIEVE IN IT AND YOU WILL FIND ONE...

sebenarnye i wanted to write about my day with family for my birthday celebration... but unfortunately, i've no idea to express my feeling on that via words ryte now... so i'll postpone it till i get the mood for writing it...

okay la... take care guys... i luv you all.... bubbye!

love you nazmi... sarang hae yo...

miss you ibu and abah...