hEctIc daYs......

yesterday and today were really hectic... so many things to handle at the same time...

siyez pening glerrr... ~'.'~ a lot of works to be done... really need to cope with this situation... perhaps soon.. :)

ari nie test biology... ngan yakinnya ak menjawab pdhl ak xtaw btol ke x.. haha... mne tak nye, xsmpt nk revise btol2 smlm.. tp alhamdulillah bru abis chapter tu bbrpe ari yg lps... so it was still in memory.. i guess.. ~hee~.. sbb smlm, blek dari meeting Bangsawan, after all the painting needed to be done were finished, it was already about 11.15p.m... then, it as my chalet's turn to conduct the taklim held for the Diamonders... yeah!! DIAMOND best!!! although i didnt do anything, the feel being there was really strong... haha..

then, my beloved prince called... dont really know why

i missed him sooooooo much... ~flirty~ we talked bout 10 minutes, b4 i hurted his feeling... it wasnt my intent to do so... i'm sorry bey... :( i'm truly sorry dear for the last nyte... i should not make u like that... really2 sorry... i knew its my fault... i'm sorry... thank you for being able to withstand my behaviour...

td bersemangat nk bwat note biology for chapter 7, 6 and 5.. tp apakan daya diriku xmampu nk trosknnye smpy siap sbb mataku tlh hampir tertutup... huhu... ini adalah salah satu kesan mandi malam... yg memberi perasaan tenang dan bersedia utk TIDOW???ini adalah satu kelemahan mandi malam... so:

dont practise 'mandi malam' in your life.. this is a serious advice!!!

tbe2 tringat sal ila plak.. haha... ila2... terimbas kenangan lampau...
our moments together... eat together, study together...huhu.. really miss that time... haha... this is some pictures of us in KMKN..

~ ila, me, mud n intan ~

miss ya gurlz!

~ my former class: T1~

really mish u all.. :(

~ me with ila ~

td, prince nk kc picture via skype... tp xdpt.. sbb connection internet xberapa nk btol sgt... sedey... i had a short conversation with my beloved mom today... i asked where was her... she told me that seh was at ASTAKA with my littlest brother.. they were on their way to my mom's cousin's house to visit her.. she delivered a baby months ago... cant wait to see that baby... must be cute... huhu

talking bout baby, suddenly i remembered those moments during my job attachment in the labour room in Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah (HSNZ).. helping the doctors, nurses conducting the process of delivering babies... i hold a mother's hand... she looked deep into my eyes.. i could feel that she was asking me to help her to deliver her

baby... she hold my hand tightly... her husband was kind of anxious that time.. calmly, i whispered to her ordered her to inhale deeply and selawat... then, push the baby out... she did it!!! i was very happy.. my tears were nearly came out from my eyes... she cried and smiled to me... but that time, she was afraid taht her baby isnt safe as her baby didnt cry out as soon as he came out... fortunately, he is safe... i could still remember the baby's face... he's so cute and his look is so innocent... i'll always pray for them... amin... this strengthens my will to be a doctor... i hope it will be realised...

think that's all for now... till then..

...sayonara...

MISS my family so much = MISS you too BEY... love...

~ my beloved parents~

~ nur and him~